Dreams are a very complicated thing.
You never know when they are going to become a living breathing reality.
When I can remember my dreams that consist of you, me and a promise ring, you tell me that the ring is a promise of your fidelity.
In return I tell you how much I love you and give you the key to my heart.
You take the key and place it over your heart and whisper all of the nasty things that you want to do to me after dark.
Then all of a sudden my eyes are wide open, memories of the dream are starting to fade away. It’s always at this moment that I remember why my dream will always just be a dream.
I remember the day that you decided that my life meant more than yours.
I remember all of the blood on the bathroom floor.
I remember you telling me don’t cry baby everything will be alright.
I remember me yelling why and you simply saying you need it more than I do.
I remember screaming please don’t die!
And you look at me straight in the eye saying never, my heart will be with you forever.
Rolling over on my side I wipe my eyes and place my hand over our heart, making a new promise that not even DEATH can keep us apart.