This is my first story i have ever uploaded i hope you will like, all comments welcome good or bad as they will help me b a better writed :) Enjoy
~No one said life was going to be easy but no one told me that it was going to be this hard either~
No i know every teenager will complain that life isnt easy for them, and i understand that, but im not a normal teenager,
theres only one way i can explain this and thats by telling you my story...
~this is where it begins, and sadly where it ends...~
Just another Monday you know the wake up at 6am school at 9 till 3, same old shit, just a diffrent school day.
My life was dark already, but this day made it worse, a new girl arived at our school, of course the quite kid, that everyone picks on has to show the new kid around
some how they think it will make our lives better, personaly i think its to see us suffer more.
One thing i must say, she took my breath away, sounds sweet doesnt it? but i wasnt like that, she was a goth, talk but round, sweet looking, yet evil, somthing wasnt
right with her, being gothic my self i had hope, untill she looked at me that was.
and this is where my life gets worse, monday maths 1st lesson was bad enough, thinking it out of duty as i was ment to look after her, i asked her name, my 1st mistake,
i got a look that could of killed my, looking back i wish it had. my second mistake was asking if she needed help to find her next class, little did i know her english
was one door away, thats when she took my breath, with a big fist to the chest calling me a patarising pest. needles to say that was the last time i talked to her first
My week went on as normal well minus this new gothic chick that is, my normal beatings for the chavs, the shit from the emos, and of course hell from the teachers,
one thing made all this worse rumors started, well the truth got out at least, on i have hidden all my life, i dont know how she knew but i know she told them.
Finaly on friday i found out her name Sara, doesnt reli tell you much does it?
~The truth was out~
The rumors got worse daily, more and more of my life was being told to these dicks, these people that dont understaynd whats it like, they dont relise what it does to
a person, they do now... but thats for later on,
i guess you want to know these rumors? I will tell you for its important to my story i will warn you, they are not pretty.
It was a dark cold night a boy of 8, just turned 8 this was his birthday, was left alone, me, Jake, was left, laying on the floor, stained red, a kife in his hand,
how it got there i do not know, all i know is i was left to die, and sadly this wasnt the last time either. i can tell you why i was there and why so many times
i've tried to die, my parents, they didnt care for me, not a single bit, and theres one simple reason why, that birthday, i told them something that they hated, for
i was as sure then as i am now, silly isnt it? hated, left to die, left to starve, beating me, to get this "evil"from my soul, just because of one thing.
they are the reason i am so messed, so scarred, from them and from self harm, the bullies made it worse seeing my scars seeing me alone, my house in bits, my life
lower still, yet they didnt see any of it as a cry for help, they saw it as another reason to pick on me, to make my life worse, this world is full of crule people
yet the world isnt the only one full of them.
~I didnt think things could get worse, but i was wrong, so very wrong~
Do you hear me talking to you? can you read the words i writen? If you can, run, run as far from me as you can get, i've written this as a warning to thoes who
will fall like i did, now Go!
If your still reading this i pray for your soul, for you do not understand whats coming your way.
it begin as normal saturday, working from 6am all through till 11pm, finishing an hour later than normal, i hadnt eatten all day, which is tourture when
you work in a fast food restruant, my mind set on getting home quick for the snow had began to fall, looking back, if only one thing was diffrent maybe i could of
of been saved from this ever lasting nightmare. the weather got