First of all, this story is focusing on different couples. I put boyxboy because there is a gay couple that happens to be from Mindless Behavior. :) Read and Comment.
This is killing me. Not telling the world my secret is killing me. I'm killing myself. I only ever told one person and that is someone that I trust and love. Here's the thing, I want to tell the world, freely, but I can't. Want to know why? Because the world we live in today is so judgmental. People getting judged about who they like? I bet y'all know my secret. I'm Gay. Yes you read right. Rayan Lopez is gay. I'm proud of it. Well, proud enough to tell you, you can say.
Want to know what else is killing me? I'm basically in love with someone and they don't even know. He's so amazing. He's in my dance class. I just sit and watch him dance to his favorite singer. The King of Pop, Michael Jackson. From P.Y.T to The Way You Make Me Feel. He can dance to any song by this man.
"Class, we are having partners for this project, it will be posted after the class. We only have ten minutes." Our dance teacher said.
I sat snug next to my best friend, Imani. She was short. Like 4'5. She was so small, but even I'm gay and I stop to look at her curves. She is THICK. She was the only person that knew I was gay and had a thing for, 'you know who'. My other best friend, Chresanto, was sitting next to me, watching the teacher talk about stance.
"I don't have anything else to talk about," The teacher said. The class started cheering and she laughed. "So I'll read the list of who is getting partnered up."
We listened to her read the list of who is going to be our dance partner for the semester project. She read the list. Some cheered, others sulked. Chresanto and Imani got paired up and he slide her closer to him. I shook my head and laughed. He's always had a thing for her. Imani was too oblivious to notice it. I guess I was too deep in thought that I didn't notice someone sat next to me.
"Ray, you heard, we're partners." I heard his voice say. I froze. "Hello, Ray?"
"My fault, C-Craig..." I stuttered. He chuckled and slid closer to me. He sat his phone on my lap. I glanced down at it and looked at him confused.
"Ray....." He started. "Pick a song."
"OH SHIT, I knew that, pfft." He chuckled and I laughed.
I can't believe I'm going through the phone of the boy I'm in love with. I gasped when I saw the different genres. Pop, Jazz, Rock, R&B, Rap, Hip Hop, Gospel, Metal, etc. I clicked Gospel and saw a amazing list of different songs. It was amazing how we liked gospel music. I mean real, deep singers like Cheryl Pepsi Reilly, Tamela Davis, Jeffery Lewis, Eddie James, Mary Mary, Kirk Franklin, Marvin Winans, etc. My personal favorite is Cheryl Pepsi Reilly. She has such a strong voice, it's so crazy. My favorite male singer would have to be Marvin Winans.
I looked at the different rappers he had. Drake, Lil Wayne, Kendrick Lamar, A$AP Rocky, Tupac, Biggie, J Cole, Jay Z, Kanye West, etc. My personal favorites are Drake, Tupac and Kendrick Lamar. Drake makes hits after hits. There's no stopping this man. He pours his heart out in all his songs and they all have a meaning to them. Tupac is a amazing, back in the day rapper. I love his style. He was a thug and his music also had a ring to it that made me happy. Even his weird song, Brenda's Got A Baby. I really like that song. But my favorite song by him is California Love. That first part where they sing, California Love, it just clicks. It's magic, it makes my heart jump. Kendrick Lamar is well known rapper. He is going to be the next big thing. Tyga is also a rapper I like. He might be a string, but he is so DOPE.
I decided on Trevor Jackson's Drop It. His song is so dope. He smiled at thew choice and my stomach did this thing. He noticed me blushing and chuckled.
"Ray?" He asked, not looking away from his phone.
"Y-Yeah?" I asked, nervously.
"Why are you blushing?" He asked, a smirk plastered on his face.
"I-I-I-" The bell rang and I smiled at him
"Meet me at my house, you know where I live, buddy." Craig said. "Tomorrow after school."
"Why not today?" I asked, wanting to know. It seemed weird that he couldn't do it today being that he is free on Thursday nights. I know stalker much, so what, I love him.