My father woke me up early to discuss Leslie’s behavior last night. Because she was reckless and ran off on her own, she put herself in danger and the pack as well.
“You need to control Leslie,” Serge, my father said.
“Father, I do not wish to control her.”
“You must if you desire to be a successful alpha.”
“Believe me, I want to be a great alpha, but is it necessary to hurt someone I care about along the way?”
I stormed off and left my father in his study. He shouted for me come back, but I refused. Alpha blood runs through my veins and he wasn’t using his alpha tone on me so I didn’t havw to do what he said. “As the next alpha I will not be taking orders from others. You taught me that.”
My emotions were all over the place. I was furious and frustrated. At the same time I was also confused. I didn’t know how Leslie was going to be able to be my mate, let alone be a great member of the pack, especially Luna of the pack. She refuses to bond with her wolf and she doesn’t like being told what to do. Granted, I like that she has her own opinions, but she has to follow me. If she doesn’t then how can I expect the pack to do the same?
I decided that I needed to do something with Leslie. Just the two of us. We had to go somewhere away from the pack and just do something. Maybe this would be a good time to see if I can take our relationship to another level? Maybe things can get more romantic between us? To be honest, I’ve been dying to kiss Leslie for a few years now. I just hope that she wouldn’t reject the kiss, or worse, me.
Her eyes sparkle like the sun,
A golden beauty is what I see,
I watch her roam, I watch her free,
One day I know that she will be with me.
The way she runs so gentle with ease,
She is everything and more that I need,
When she smiles, the world freezes,
And she is all that I can see.
From the shadows I will be waiting,
Like a star lost at sea,
Waiting for my savior,
To reunite my loved one with me.
She is my past, present, and future,
In this world she must be,
An angel sent from heaven,
Where she can be closer to me.
After I woke up from that dream, I couldn’t fall back asleep right away. So I laid in bed waiting for morning to come and still wishing that there was a chance that I would fall asleep again. Eventually I did fall back asleep, but it didn’t help be to achieve my “beauty sleep” as my mom would say. I still looked like a mess even after a shower and makeup. My long golden blonde hair lost its shine and there were bags under my eyes which were still visible after cover-up and foundation.
I gave up on my attempt to look pretty for my fiancé, or Blake. Ugh, fiancé. The word sounds so wrong. I mean, we’ve only been engaged for two weeks now and the wedding plans are already set in motion. I was struggling with also getting used to calling him my mate. I thought that mates were supposed to find each other, like their other half. There was supposed to be that one person who was meant for you. Your bodies fits perfectly together and every time your skin comes in contact it feels like your body is burning with desire and want for your mate.
Fiancé and engaged. Two words that I dread at the moment. The word mate didn’t bother me that much to be honest because I was certain that Blake was not my mate. If he was wouldn’t I be happy about this arrangement? Wouldn’t my body feel the need to be close to his?
I wanted to know when will all this wedding plans stop?
I knew the answer to this question.
After the wedding.
When I found Blake he was sitting on my front steps waiting for me. He flashed me his dorky smile, and I smiled back at me.
I guess he isn’t mad at me anymore.
“Someone’s in a good mood,” I teased.
“That is because I will be spending the entire day with you.”
“Really?” I raised my eyebrows at Blake.
|Candice Accola||as Leslie|
|Logan Lerman||as Blake|
|Dean Geyer||as Cole|
|Drew Roy||as Ty|
|Shailene Woodley||as Jackie|
|Chace Crawford||as Kyle|
|Alexander Ludwig||as Sam|
|Alyson Stoner||as Audrey|
|Michael Trevino||as Ryan|