Love Lost, Love Found

~this is my first story post so I hope u guys enjoy it. It is a romance story with lots of saucy scenes. But very deep aswell. And a wicked plot Enjoy! Please comment and vote so I can tell if you like it. I writing the next chapter right now!'



Chapter 1

I'm driving away. Further and further away from everything I am. Everyone I love. Everyone who means anything to me. It feels like my heart is numb, I can't feel anything. But I like it this way because if I as able to feel, it would hurt too much to bare.
The familiar streets wizz past me The White Lion pub. The community centre. My school, my friends, my life. Why did it have to turn out this way. Dale. I need him more than ever. But the likelyhood is That I'll never see him again. Do you know what the worst part is. - this is all partly my fault.

But still it never had to turn out this way, if it wasn't for the two poeple sitting quietly at the front of the car. The two poeple who say they supposedly love me. My parents. Anger boils up inside my chest when I think about them. My eyes burn as I fight back the tears. But I wont cry, not after last time. When they turned there backs on me. 
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Me and Dale were having a perfectly normal night. We were At my best friend Sammys 16th at her house. The night was perfect I was with all my closest friends and having a great time. The music was fast and loud pumping energy through my body. I couldn't dance fast enough. I drank alchol to satisfy my thirst and soon I felt invincible flirting and laughing and having fun it's what teenagers do right. I'm was just living my life.
 Me and Dale went up to the bedroom drank some more. Dale had me up against the wall. We just stood the for a moment looking at each other. His dark brown eyes framed in long lucious lashes. When his lips came down on mine it felt like all my senses were on fire. His taste, his smell. The feel of him I will never forget. My lips parted and he gently slid his Tongue between them. when our tongues met I let out an involuntary moan. He smiled against my lips and whispered 'i love it when u do that. Infact Al as u already know I very much love you.'  he then crashed his lips back to mine and from there everything was a blur. I remember my heart rate rapidly increasing. I remember his breath quickening. We were holding each other so tight. I remeber the soft bed. My clothes being removed, waking  up I'm the morning and thinking. What the hell have I just done. Dale was still asleep next to me. 

My body was shaking as I grabbed my clothes and left the house. I just wanted to be home. I was so stupid. We have never done it without contreception before I managed to convince myself that everything was fine. A week passed two weeks and i felt fine. Everything was fine. I went to school we all said what a great night we had and Dale was so happy. I was so happy just being with him. But as the time went on two weeks after my period was due I knew. I just knew. I woke up one morning and my stomach felt weird. Maybe I was just hungry I thought. I went downstairs to have some cereal. As soon as I took one spoonful my stomach heaved and I just made it to the bathroom ontime. This was all the warning I needed. I was pregnant.

I didn't know what to do. The only thing I knew is that I couldn't tell Dale. I didn't know how he would react. You have to understand. I couldn't lose Dale. I loved him too much. I trusted him but a baby was a different matter. I didn't know if after I told him he would still want me. I realise now how stupid it was to think that way. But you can see why I was acting irrational. I decided to tell my mum. We had always been close. I trusted her completly. When I told her she seemed shocked. Well of course she would be I guess. She promised me, she PROMISED me that we would work it out together. She swore she wouldn't tell dad becuase if he found out he wouldn't take it anywhere as well as mum did.  I went to school feeling only a little bit better I knew me and my mum would work something out. I didnt know what but I knew it would be okay. I even managed to smile when I saw Dale. Though the guilt of keeping such a big secret from him wad eating me up inside. 
When I got home that day I was looking forward to talking to my mum. As I entered the living room I felt a dense tension in the air. I looked at my dad sitting on the sofa. He had his forhead in his hands and was staring at the floor. My mum was sittin at the dining table pretending to read a book. I could tell she was pretending because her eyes weren't moving. I knew then she had broken her promise. Dad slowy lifted his head until his eyes were fixed on mine. The silence was torture i just wanted to run from the room but I knew that would help anything.