The Sorrow's Of Goodbye [My breakup poem]

Lying in the soft green grass
Staring at the stars up above
A memory that is sure to last
Surrounded by beauty and love
How could it get better? I ask
My heart gets stuck in my throat
As your face in my mind flash
The laughs and all we wrote
All the silly objects we named
The times you made me smile
I have all the memories framed
I wish I could have it more awhile
But it's all over now not another sound
I miss him more with each day
It's the opposite for him I found
Random pains I want to go away
My lovely Lizard my Prince Charming
Moody, sweet, funny, and serious
Gave me a feeling that was quite alarming
I'm told I should be furious
But I know him more then anyone knows
All these feelings I just cannot show
So I'll pretend to careless then you
Even though if you asked I'd say I do....