Need You

I don't know the words to express myself

I've never had to before people left me to myself

But now I have you my closest friend

But I'm still so lost, please help me friend

I call out in my head to you

I need the words to tell you

I need you

I need you

i hate seeming so fragile and weak

I hate not being able to admit to you I'm weak

If I don't stop lashing out I'll loose you

If I keep it all to myself I'll loose you

Attempting to show you the real me

Attempting to share everything apart of me

I don't want you to know I'm dependent on you

I don't wanna look needy, clutching to you

But on the real, I am

But really I am

Always use to keepin' it all in, but now

Always trying to let you in, now

I'll hope you understand me

I'll hope but I don't even get me

One day i'll be freed to express myself

One day when I learn I can't handle it myself

I need you

I need you