I feel lost and hollow inside
I feel like no bothers to understand me.
I put on a happy face to make others think Im fine but inside I feel like a wreck.



I get so depressed about nothing sometimes, that I feel pathetic.


I want to understand God and feel joy in my heart
I want to change but theres always something in the back of my head that says I cant.



I hope these thoughts of suicide go away
Giving up seems so simple
But its something I'll never do



Why cant I change?
What's stopping me?







A/N: Idk if you consider this poetry but I just felt like writing this....