Some times it seems to be to much ..this pain i feel deep in side ..
it grows and grows with each passing hour ..some times i cant breath
i toss and turn in bed trying to for get it , but nothing helps ..
i keep telling my self it will pass , always does .. its alil lie i keep telling my self
but then images of you..us keep it fresh ..a life we once had long ago
so many times i am haunted by it .. the way it could of been ..
i ask over and over the same questions why you did it .. left me the way you did..
when will it pass this deep pain ... burns from tears falling..i am tired of crying ..
tired of it all.wish i could be like you end it ..stop the pain..but i cant ...
and so here i go ..made it through another long night ..
