Make it stop make it go away
please please make it go away
the emptiness the loneliness inside
the abyss that keeps consuming me
one lil bit at a time make it stop
please make it sstopmy tears won't
stop pouring I can't keep myself
from crying I just want it to
go away these feelings keep coming
up more and more again those
random images those meaningless
words ... memories trying to resurface?
forgotten for a reason I'm not
crazy i know i'm not ... I hope I'm
not. Loneliness appears out of no where
one minute I'm fine the next I'm
locked in a bathroom wanting to just
die. This needs to stop I keep pushing it
down but it keeps surging back up I
don't think I can tame this anymore.
I need my mind something else but no
one is here to listen or just to be there
I don't want to tell I don't want
to look insane
but its tearing
out
