~~Jess~~

Don't think about it. Don't think about it! I'm not pregnant, why should I care?

"I'm so sorry, it happened so.."
"HOW COULD YOU! DO YOU THINK I CAN HANDLE A BABY RIGHT NOW!?"
"Look, im sorry. Are you on the umm..."


I shook my head, trying to forget. I pulled into my usual spot and walk to class. I see John on the way, he looks at me as he walks by but I shake my hair between us. This is gunna be a long day.

~~4:00 pm~~

Finally done with my friqin hw. I have to pee sooo bad. ??? John?
"w-what do you want? Can you let go of me please, I have to use the bathroom."
"Are you... ok?"
"What do you mean am I ok?? You don't affect me so much that im gunna lose sleep over not talking for a little while."
"Look, I know you. I know that you cu-"

I pushed him against the locker as hard as I can as I hear the bang echo through the halls. His face is in complete shock as my hands are around his neck.

"you have no IDEA who I am. One summer, one rescue, one meaningless session means NOTHING. Don't talk to me, don't touch me, don't even fucking look at me. I really don't think you want the same thing that happened to Amy happen to you do you?"

I can feel my heart beating hard and fast in my chest as I feel my pulse all over my body. He really thinks he knows me!? I don't even know me. NOBODY fucking knows me. I see his face turn a light shade of blue and I let go. He takes in a deep breathe and I bang the locker right besides his face.

"Pathetic." I say looking him in the eyes.

I walk to my car and go in the drivers seat. Turn on...come on!! Are you kidding me!? I sit there and stare out the window holding the wheel as if it can just turn on if I hope strong enough. As if hope can actually make something work. I get out the car to find that its pouring outside. I sit besides my car getting totally drenched in the rain and the I see footsteps walking towards me.

"I can fix that"
"What?"

I look up and I see the most inhumanly beautiful man ever. He looks me dead in the eyes, and for some reason I like it, the fear it causes in me. Makes me feel....real.

He reached his hand out and I used it to haul myself up.

"My name is David."
"Hey. My name is Jess." I said still looking down.


"I know."

I look up and he's gone but he dropped something. I pick up a piece on paper and it has a drawing of a beautiful intricate rose. The paper was dry and the ink was perfect...wasn't it just under pouring rain on the ground?

Well...helloooo david. (