kisha's P.O.V
i cried in my car for at least 20 minutes straight. i dont know wat i want or how im goin to handle this situation because i still love prodigy and i barley know roc so wat am i gonna do? I started up my car and just drove straight home because i need time to myself.
KM:kisha where have u been school has been out for 40 minutes she said as i walked through the door
me:sorry ma i just had to clear my head from some things
KM:alright kisha i've let u keep your distance cause u a teenager and i know u dont want me in your business but u really need to tell me wats been goin on cause u been walking in this house all down for the last couple of days.
me:mom i appreciate your concern but seriously i'd rather not talk about it
KM:ight, but just know that if u keep everything inside u its gon build up and its all gon come out eventually and its not gon be at the right time
me:ok ma now can I go to my room i said irritated
KM:yea
i went up to my room and slammed the door and just laid on my bed and turned my phone off. i didnt feel like dealing wit nobody. my mom, roc, prod, my friends and just life it self.
Roc's P.O.V
after i left kisha standing there i went to rays house to let of some steam because she really just pissed me off.
ray:wat up bro wat u doin here he said letting me in
me:man i just needed to get away from everything
ray:wat u mean wat happen
me:wen i said i wanted to talk to kisha i wanted to talk about why she stormed of like that wen prod came over to us
ray:bro i know u still aint trippin about wat prod said. i thought we told u kisha wouldn't do-
me:"let me finish" i said cutting him off.At first wen i asked she lied and said she just didnt want to be around him and i knew that was a lie so i asked her again then she gon say some "i still got feelings for him"
ray:WAT??
me:yea
ray:i thought she was over him
me:well i guess not if she still got feelings for the nigga
ray:man....so wat u do
me:i told she betta find out who she wanna be wit or im done
ray:damn thats crazy
me:im just so pissed that she went out wit me knowin she still had feelings for him
ray:maybe she didnt know. she problem thought that goin out wit u would help the pain go away from wat prod did and took the easy way out
me:so basically she used me
ray:thats not wat im sayin
me:no yes it is. she was trying to get her feelings to go away that she still has wit prod by goin out wit me.
ray:man look dont jump to conclusions, i think she wants to get over prod and wants to be wit u but she need some time
me:well i dont if im gon be there to wait for her because im ready to be wit her and if she not then.....i guess we aint meant to be
ray:well all i got to say is try..... but anyway lets not spend all day talkin bout relationships.lets go hoop on the court
me:ight
