Jinx's P.O.V
"You're an idiot." Evie shakes her head in disapproval, reading over my text messages. I pout and grab for my phone.
"What? Why?" I ask. She rolls her eyes and points at the phone.
"Um, you have a totally awesome, cute, funny guy wanting his dick in yo vagina and you're like OH NO, NO SORRY I HAVE A BOYFRIEND BUT NOT REALLY WHOOPS SORRY. Plus he sent this like a week ago and you've done nothing."
"Did you just say he wanted his dick in my vagina?"
"That's not the point." Evie says, putting her hand up.
"Why do you want me to lose my virginit-"
"Jinx we have more important things to discuss." Evie cuts me off.
I sit on the couch, kicking my shoes off. "Like what?"
"Like the fact that the boy who likes you thinks you like someone else when you really don't and you're being an idiot for not eating him right up, like damn!" Evie says and sits on the couch next to me.
"Evie!" I laugh, smacking her knee.
"What? You can't deny that he isn't fine." she says and points an accusing finger at me. I bite my lip and smile.
"We have to get to school, come on." I say and stand up, swinging my bag over my shoulder. Evie and I get in the car and I flop on the seat. "I'll talk to him when we get there." I say and stare out the window as Evie drives to school. She pulls into an empty space and we walk into the school. I see Kellin at his locker, shoving stuff into it. I start to walk to him, but stop in my tracks when a girl walks up and wraps her arms around him from behind. I look at them as Kellin smiles and turns around, kissing her forehead.
Evie walks to my side and gasps softly. She looks from Kellin and the girl to me. "Come on." she says softly and grabs my hand.
"Eve's I have to get my stuff." I say in an emotionless tone.
"Yeah, well they're kinda sorta sucking each others faces off against your locker." She says, pointing to my locker where Kellin and the girl are kissing.
"I'll move them." I huff and walk towards Kellin. He see's me and pulls away.
"O-oh hey Jinx." he says, trying to hide the awkard tone to his voice.
"Hey, I need to get in my locker." I say and point to where his back is resting.
"Oh, sorry." he says and moves. His girlfriend kisses his cheek and walks off to her locker or something.
"New girlfriend, huh?" I ask casually, glancing at him in the corner of my eye quickly before opening my locker. He bites his lip and nods.
"Yeah, she's cool. Her name is Megan." he says. I grab my binders and nod just as Evie walks over, thank god.
"Hey Kellin." she says and turns to me. "Ready to go?" she asks, turning to me. I nod and wave at Kellin before walking to class with Evie. After talking to Evie for a while Kellin walks in after kissing his girlfriend goodbye.
For some reason seeing them together makes me feel sick to my stomach. I lay my head on my arms and breathe softly.
"You okay?" Evie asks, rubbing my back. I nod and close my eyes for a few minutes.
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Kellin pulls me close, wrapping his arms around me tightly. He kisses my temple softly, and continues to plant kisses down my cheek and onto my nose. He smiles and finally presses his lips to mine lightly. I kiss him back softly before he pulls away and rests his forehead against mine. He brushes his nose against mine before kissing down my neck softly, causing me to shiver. Suddenly I'm a few feet away from him, and he has his arms around Megan, kissing down her neck instead of mine, and I couldn't move. All I could do was watch from a distance and feel my heart slowly break.
