Enough is Enough

What do I do

When my brother hits me too

When I get to that point where nothing else matters

Except maybe jumping off a ladder 

When I wanna end my life right then and there

Just because I feel like nobody cares

When not even writing can cure the way I feel 

And when I mile as well be in jail

I don't understand why I still feel like I'm drowning in a lake

I mean , dang can't I take a break ?

I thought with maybe you in my life , I'd certainly be alright 

But man, I can't even fly a fucking kite 

With out feeling like my life depends on a dice

Or maybe a coin 

Heads : I'm alive , Tails : BOING

I'm mean , ya dig ?

Seriously , I'm getting fed up with this jig

Enough is enough 

And I can't wait to grow up.