What do I do
When my brother hits me too
When I get to that point where nothing else matters
Except maybe jumping off a ladder
When I wanna end my life right then and there
Just because I feel like nobody cares
When not even writing can cure the way I feel
And when I mile as well be in jail
I don't understand why I still feel like I'm drowning in a lake
I mean , dang can't I take a break ?
I thought with maybe you in my life , I'd certainly be alright
But man, I can't even fly a fucking kite
With out feeling like my life depends on a dice
Or maybe a coin
Heads : I'm alive , Tails : BOING
I'm mean , ya dig ?
Seriously , I'm getting fed up with this jig
Enough is enough
And I can't wait to grow up.