Liam Payne (Request)

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Liam Payne (Request)

Sorry for any errors!!! In a rush!!

Short Imagine.

Liam and I have been together for quit some while now. He was truly the best boyfriend I've ever had. Liam always makes me feel like a princess. The lads and Liam all went to have lunch I didn't feel like going seeing that Liam needed guy time. Today my phone kept going off more than usual. It was the fans. All the comments they left were completely negative. Very few of them supported my relationship but a majority of them hated me.

I couldn't take it anymore the fans needed to stop. Usually I never let it get to me but then it makes you wonder. The only reason why I'm getting hate it because I hugged Louis but it was a friendly hug. The fans took it way out of proportion. All day long they kept sending me hate. Tears freely flowed down my face. There was one thing I wanted to do, but I promised Liam I wouldn't do it anymore. It would help me with the pain. Cutting is how I manage to relieve the pain. So I did what I always do when I wasn't with Liam cut. The walk to the bathroom was long I was shaking most of the time. I didn't feel beautiful at all. Every morning when I wake up, that's the first thing Liam tells me "I'm flawless the definition of perfection." But I didn't see it and neither did the fans. Liam should be home for a couple of hours so I had time. Lifting up my sleeve I saw past scars. Each scar had a purpose, a purpose that made me cry. It's been a while since I last did it. Grabbing the razor that laid on the counter, I brought it to my wrist.

The cut wasn't that deep, it didn't satisfy my needs. So I did it deeper. Blood oozed out, dripping on my clothing. I took a look in the mirror, more tears fell. This wasn't me. I'm broken. Nobody will ever want me. Liam is only with me because he feels sorry. I'm not beautiful. I'm ugly. All those things were running through my mind. Who was I? I put my head down to stare at my cuts. Then when I looked up he was there. Liam watched from the distant tears also falling. What have I done? Instead of hurting myself, I hurt Liam as well.

"Why would you do this?" He looked at me disgusted like I had just killed someone. It broke my heart even more.

"Liam, I-."

"You were what!? How could you!? You promised to never do it again!" He yelled at me. In all my time with Liam he has never shouted at me till now. He hated me. He doesn't love me anymore. That's all I though. I backed up against the counter speechless. Cutting wasn't suppose to be an option I made it one.

"Do you no-not love me anymore?" His voice went from anger to hurt and pain. I wanted to comfort him and tell him everything was going to be okay. But I didn't know for sure either.

"I'm sorry, I could, I couldn't coop with all the fans." It hurt a major nerve everything I've been hiding was about to be told. "Why are you with me anyways!? Huh!? I'm not beautiful! I'm not pretty! Why Liam why me!? Look at me. I'm broken!" I slide down and brought my knees to my chest and hugged them. Liam looked at me debating whether or not he should hold me. He looked shock with my out burst and so was I.

"Then let me mend your broken heart." He stated. Liam also looked broken, hurt. What have I done? He was looking at me same eye level. Liam got on the floor and grabbed my chin making me look at him. "I'm with you because, I love you and ever flaw. You may not see it but I see beauty. Your beautiful inside and out. I know this can be hard at times, but let me help." His eyes looked hopeful. Brown eyes sparkling. "Your my everything, when your in pain so am I."

"Liam, I don't understand. You can have any girl out there. A model. Someone so beautiful and flawless. But your with me why?" I whispered trying to reason with him.

"Because those models on TV are fake. Their hearts aren't pure like yours. Your different. Your special. I love everything about you. I wake up every day thinking "how will I make Mayra smile today?" I wanna see that beautiful smile." Liam always does this. When I feel so insecure he'll make me feel loved and secure. A smile grew on my face hearing his words. And so did his.

"Promise me you'll never EVER do this again." Liam looked straight in my eyes as he spoke.

"I promise."

"I love you Mayra, I don't anything to happen to you."

That day Liam spent it cuddling with me in bed. He told me every memorable moment we shared. I couldn't believe I let the fans get to me. When Liam saw the tweets he has shocked.

@Real_Liam_Payne: I hope you "fans" are proud. You made Mayra cry. You also made me cry. Why hate her? I'll always love her, not you."

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Okay 1st request! Mayra I hope you like it!! I'll post the 2nd request which was a dirty one again. .-. Ugh you guys are pervs XD love ya!! Thanks for reading!!!

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