Broken Macaroni

                                                              Tuckers POV

 "What are you doing loser?" Gabe walking behind the couch I was sitting on.

"Nothing, Worry about your own messed up life" I said putting my phone away.

"Isnt it my job as an older brother to watch out for you?" he asked pretending to be serious.

"Whatever, Your a year older but a year more messed up" I said standing up.

"Your talking about me? Mr. I think Im prefect at everything" He said glareing at me "Your the one who is the most messed up, with your friends, your mom and dad all the time" he said then looked back at the tv.

I shook my head not wanting to listen to him anymore and went upstairs to my room. I always hid in my room when Gabe was visiting, but it was going to be worse now since Gabe was living with us. Me and Gabe never got along. I think it has more to do with the fact that our dad wasnt around for Gabe when he was growing up, but he was there for me.

Me and Gabe have different moms, both hate each other. Only Gabe's mom hates our dad with a passion and cant even be in the same building as him. Dad had to put a restraining order against Gabe's mom Kathy.  She has broken the order before but dad not wanting to upset Gabe let it slide and didnt press charges. Not only does she hate our dad but me too.

Gabe has told me before that she hates be because I am the kid that caused him to leave her and Gabe. Which isnt true, I had no part in what had played out between all three of them. I wasnt a newborn screaming "Leave her!". But no matter what I say or do to correct her way of thinking, it always blows up in my face.

When I was ten, I was talking to her at Gabes eleventh birthday party. It was at our house so I had no choice but to go, and act like a brother to Kathys crazy son. I was talking to her about my baseball teams win the weekend before the party, lying about the fact that I would love if she and Gabe went to a game. As I smiled thinking it was working out, she smiled back only seconds before she pushed me into the pool. Who does that? I was being nice and she pushed me into my own pool at my own house. This was the last straw for my mom and dad, after the party my father filled a restraining order against her.

That hasnt exactly kept her away though, she doesnt really follow what the piece of paper says. She is at all holiday events, birthdays and Im pretty sure I have seen her once in a window at my parents anniversary party. As long as she isnt next to me or talking to me Im fine with her.    

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I threw myself onto the bed and looked up at the ceiling "Awesome" I said to myself thinking about everything. I sat thinking about Gabe, the team but mostly about Macy for some reason.

I took my phone out and looked at the unnamed phone number knowing it was Macy's. Nomally I dont even have to do that, number are just given to me but with her I had to give her my number. Its all new to me, giving my number, wanting to run into her, and thinking about her all the time. No other relationship that I have been was like this and Im not even in a relationship with Macy.

I sighed and rolled over on my side "what does she think of me?" I asked myself as I looked at the grey and blue wall.

I closed my eyes, then opened them only to suffer from a minor heart attack when I did open them. Ace, my over a hundred pound boxer's face was nose to nose with me only inches away from touching.