Life Changes In An Instant (7)

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Sorry it's late, i had to think of wat to write first lol 

Rae 'Rae x

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Hailey's POV

Who the fuck does Jairo think he is trying to ruin what i'm doin? he has no right to control me, he's moved in next door for one day and he already thinks he owns me, well no! it's not happening!

I am mega pissed off right now and if mum or Isakai says anything to me i will flip!

I took out my keys an inserted it into the lock, but once again it was the wrong key! fuck sake! I couldn't even be asked to find the key so i just kicked the door down instead. I walked over the door and came face to face with my mum, ugh! i really don't have time for her shit right now,

"Hailey, what did you do?!"

Is she dumb or something? "I broke the fucking door down, what do you think i done?"

She looked at me with various expressions, Anger, shock, disappointment, regret and many more, but it wasn't like i cared, i only broke down the door, it's not like i killed someone,

"Hailey Priskaria Strifeman!!" I hate, and i mean hate, my full name,

"What mum?"

"You've gone too far this time, too far! Your grounded!"

"I'm 17! What the fuck?! i'm not a kid anymore!" I can't believe she's actually grounding me.

She walked up to me and did the unexpected, she slapped me. I looked at her and glared, she started to move back from me, probably because she knew i was pissed,

"Hailey, i'm, i'm sorry, i didn't mean to uh, i didn't-"

I walked up to her with narrow eyes,

"You didn't mean to what?"

"To hit you, it was a-"

"It was a what?" 

She walked backwards while i walked forwards,

"Hailey i really am sorry , i didn't mean to do it"

"You didn't mean to do it?! Are you fucking kidding me?! I am your daughter, your flesh and blood and you fucking slapped me?!"

She stopped moving and stood her ground,

"While you are in my house, you follow my rules, either you sort yourself out now, or i'm kicking you out"

She really thinks she can kick me out, she's funny, i stopped dead in my tracks and raised an eyebrow,

"Really now?"

She nodded but i could still see the fear in her eyes, she knows what i'm like when i'm mad,

"You and i both know that i run this fucking house mum, even if you tried, you don't have the heart to kick your own daughter out do you?"

She stayed silent "That's what i thought... So, what's for dinner then?" I smirked,

She didn't say anything so i continued "I feel for pizza"

"Were having chinese"

"Well, fucking cancel it then, did i not just say i wanted pizza? you never fucking listen, shit!"

I turned around and walked upstairs, she really thought she could kick me out? The only time i'm leaving this house is when i want to, not when she wants me to.

I walked into the bathroom and locked the door, i should really stop doing this but i just can't help myself anymore, i need the rush more than i did before. It started off with 2 times a day, then 3, then 4 and now it's everytime i'm in my room, i can't help it! 

I sat on the floor and picked up the razor blade, i looked down my arm and looked at all the cuts i done, it went up at least a quarter of my arm now, so i decided to start on the other arm but the amount of times i've thought about trying to kill myself again are endless...Annalisa isn't coming back, Lucas is dead to me, me and Isakai aren't talking and my mum annoys me, what kind of family is that?

I dropped the razor blade and started crying, i didn't cry when Lucas left, i didn't cry when Annalisa went missing, why now? My life is so shit!

"Hailey"

Where's that coming from?

"Hailey"

I looked at my bathroom window to find Jairo sitting on the ledge, what the fuck?

"Hailey what's wrong?"

"Nothing Jairo, just leave, please"

"Well i definitaley know somethings wrong, you said please"

For the first time in about a month and a half, i actually laughed and it wasn't a fake laugh, it was real,

"What a sound"

"What?" I looked at him confused,

"Your laugh, it's more beautiful than i imagined" He smiled at me, i bet he uses that smile with all the girls, player!

"Jairo, get out" I'm back!

"Wait, what?"

"Get. out!!"

"I thought we was getting somewhere?"

"Well you thought wrong didn't you? You know what i can do, so i suggest you climb down yourself before i push you down!"

"But, Hailey-"

"Go!!!"

He looked at me one last time with a sad expression before climbing out my window, i walked over and shut it before he decided to come back up.

I went to sit down again and I picked up the razor blade again and started cutting but on my other arm this time, nothing is going to change so why should i stop?

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Took me ages to write this, i kept getting sidetracked :P

Rae 'Rae x

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