Life Changes In An Instant (2)

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Nothin 2 say lol

Rae 'Rae x

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Hailey's POV

Well, it's been 3 days since that prick left my life and i refuse to even call him by his name now...i haven't been to school for a day but i figured, what's the point in hiding? i might aswell go to school, but if anyone pisses me off i will fucking go mental!

"Hailey!!!"

Ugh! I'm really not in the mood for Lia's happy demeanour,

"Yes Lia"

"I didn't see you in school yesterday, what happened?"

"Oh, so you don't know then? My fucking prick ass dad left me, my mum, Isakai and Anna to go off with a 25 year old slut! And i decided to lock myself in my room for a day! Fun right?!"

"Okay, there's no need to take it out on me Hails"

"Well, your not fucking helping anything are you Lia, your making things worse by asking me what happened, did you ever consider shutting up? just for once?!"

Tears started to form in her eyes,

"And don't even think about crying! You lucky i haven't hit you yet because your really starting to piss me off!"

She ran off crying and i turned around to find nearly everyone staring at me,

"What?! If you think your brave come and fucking say something to me! Mind your own fucking business"

I walked off into the corridor when i saw Sarah and Jay run up to me, ugh! what now?

"Hailey, what did you do to Lia?" Sarah asked,

"Yeah Hails, she's really upset" Jay agreed,

"And i really don't give a shit" I pushed past them and i continued walking,

"What happened to you Hailey, you wasn't like this on Friday"

"Look Jay, your pissing me off okay, do you want to know what fucking happened to me? I'll tell you! My life got ruined, everything changed overnight, that's what fucking happened!"

They looked at me in shock and i continued walking without waiting for a reply...I walked into Maths late, i've never been late, ever, but now i just don't give a shit,

"Miss Strifeman, why are you late?"

"Because i am"

"That is not a reason, please explain why you are late"

"Look, i'm not in the mood alright, just get back to teaching Algebra and stop talking to me alright?" I went to sit down,

"Miss Strifeman!"

"What?! Fucking hell, what do you want?!" 

The whole class turned at me stunned,

"Detention, for a month!"

"You know what, fuck you, fuck class and fuck school, i'm going home"

I walked out of class and out of school and i went straight home, but when i got there i saw police cars surrounding the house,

"Oh Hailey!" My mum ran up and hugged me,

"Mum, get off me, gosh! What's going on?"

"Anna didn't turn up at school today and she's not answering any of my calls, i don't know where she is"

Anna always answers her phone, always, so somethings wrong,

"Mis Strifeman, when did you last see her?"

"Come to think of it, i haven't seen her in 2 days" OMG! She's missing!

"Oh my baby is missing!"

"Mum, shut up!! Just please, shut up!" She was getting on my last nerves,

She shut up immediatley and i ran into the house and into my room. I locked the door and i decided to write in my diary,

Dear Diary,

Annalisa is missing, she's the only person i can talk to, what am i supposed to do without her? I don't know what to do, mum is pissing me off, i refuse to talk to Isakai and i just, i don't know! 

I decided to stop writing in my diary because i just didnt know what to write...a whole 3 days and my life changed rapidly, That prick left, my sisters missing, my brother has become an asshole and my mum is just fucking annoying...Life is just so hard.

"Hailey!!!"

Ugh, it's my brother!

"Hailey!!!"

"What Isakai, what?!"

"Unlock the door"

"Fuck off! I'll unlock the door when you stop acting like an asshole"

"I'm 4 years older than you, show some respect"

"Fuck You Isakai, fuck you! Your sister is missing and your worried about respect?! Your so selfish! Move away from my fucking door!"

I heard footsteps retreating from my door. I got up and walked to my bathroom, i locked the door and turned around to look at myself in the mirror... My smile is gone, my eyes are lifeless, i'm just, not me.

I looked at the razor blade near my sink and i picked it up,

"I have nothing to live for anymore, i have nothing to lose" I looked down at my wrist before doing the unthinkable, i cut many times, deep enough to at least kill me, i just hope no one finds me.

"Hailey?" 

Why now?

"Hailey?"

I felt a bit dizzy,

"Hails?"

The last thing i saw was my brother breaking the door down before i blacked out completely.

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Well?

Rae 'Rae x

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