Love It Forever (sequel to Little Direction COMPLETE)

It's time?

1 week later

Niall came home early from the trip and the rest of the boys are coming home today

I'm really eager to see the photos of Niall and Jess once they're published,

I'm not mad at jes because she was kinda forced but I'm really getting sick of management

I sat up and stood up from my bed and walked up to the mirror

I slowly lift up my shirt and I place my hand on my stomach gently

I'm 15 weeks and I'm barely showing,

it's just not right

I've been taking my medicine but I'm getting more tired every day

I havnt told Niall yet but I'm thinking of doing it today

Niall walks in and I quickly pull down my shirt

"Hey" he smiles lying down on the bed

I walk over to him and lye down next to him

"Hey babe I need to talk to you" I say holding his hand as he chin is softly rested on my head

"Yeah" he says

"Ok so last week I went to the hospital, just for a checkup and a scan and I havnt told anyone this so you're the first one, when I has Ella I was very young and I wasn't very strong at the time, i got through that pregnancy but now that I'm pregnant again, I'm even weaker, and our baby is very small and isn't growing very quickly so their pretty confident that it's going to be premature but if it gets worse, we could loose the little baba" I say looking down rubbing my belly

He remains silent as I look up at him

I watch him as a tear rolls down his cheek

"It's my fault' he says wiping the tears away not looking at me

"No Niall it's not" I smile at him "it's no ones fault"

"No Leigh, it's my fault, if I didn't get you pregnant you would be healthy right now and not in pain" he says as more and more tears roll down his cheeks

"Yeah, but I was part of that, but look what we have now, a beautiful little princess who's turning five next week, and who's started school, and who's got her whole life ahead of her, and I'm going to get through this pregnancy because I'm strong enough and were going to have another beautiful little boy or girl" I answer

He looks at me and after he a few seconds he smiles wide

"I love you so much Leigh Anne, more than anything" he hugs me

"I love you too Niall James" I laugh fiddling with his hair

"Mummy!!!" I hear a shout as Ella stomps in the room with a big frown

Her hair is all notty and frizzy with a comb stuck in it and she still has her pajamas on

"See, you're unlucky, if you had my hair, it would be all blonde brown and smooth and straight" he teases standing up

"Just go get her uniform" I tell him as he walks out the door "come here bub" I say patting the bed

She jumps up on next to me as I try to get the comb out

"Mummy ow! Ow! Ow! Ow! Mummy stop ow mummy!" She cries out

"I'm sorry princess, I didn't mean to hurt you" I pout

"It's ok mummy" she smiles

"Desperate times call for desperate measures" I say putting my hands on my hips like a superhero standing up