From The Heart (Poems)

I thought it would all be OK 

But now I just hate this day 

Falling is something that 

Scares the hell outta me

Facing the facts, it's not so bad 

But under the circumstances, I ain't glad 

Dying is something that 

Scares the hell outta me

I love you but your nothing 

You're not even real

Stand up and brush myself off 

Walk away from this wretched day 

Talking is something that 

Scares the hell outta me

Talking to myself in my sleep 

I thought it was real, but it was just a dream 

Breathing is something that 

Scares the hell outta me

I love you but your nothing 

You're not even real

I'm just trying to be 

A good kid but I see 

There is no need for me 

I was asking for her 

But I don't know the password 

Love doesn't exist for me

I wake up, as myself, and I'm feeling fine 

I'm starting ti wonder if I should keep on trying 

Running is something that 

Scares the hell outta me

Brush my teeth, wash my hair 

Don't know why, I don't even care 

Knowing is something that 

Scares the hell outta me

I love you but your nothing 

You're not even real

Sit alone on my chair 

Don't know what I'm even worth 

Trusting is something that 

Scares the hell outta me

Read a book, by myself 

I'm anyone's now, like always 

Living is something that 

Scares the hell outta me

I love you but your nothing 

You're not even real

I'm just trying to be 

A good kid but I see 

There is no need for me 

I was asking for her 

But I don't know the password 

Love doesn't exist for me

I know it's just a dream 

I've never really felt 

That people actually care 

Cos I'm too much of a waste of space

My desk is crowded with nothing 

My life is full of emptiness 

I'm a jackass searching for attention 

But I'm not worth the slightest bit

Light a fire in the dark 

Burn myself, break my own heart 

Loving is something that 

Scares the hell outta me

I love you but your nothing 

You're not even real

I'm just trying to be 

A good kid but I see 

There is no need for me 

I was asking for her 

But I don't know the password 

Love doesn't exist for me 

It's something that doesn't exist for me 

Love never existed for me