Chapter 11

POV raven

i woke up drowsy and uncoordinated.

My head pounded and my back hurt from the position i was in last night while i was snoozing. But i sure as hell wasn't a wimp so i sucked it up. I walked with a stiff leg and asleep feet that tingled with a weird almost awkward sensation, into the bathroom where it was dark. Really dark! i was soo f*cking scared! i alomst screemed because i thought there was something in the shower. It took all my might just to lift my finger to turn on the light. But the momentum of not wanting to get killed my a serial killer helped me. partly. Nothing was ther. Phewww. *sigh of relief*

Damn i need more sleep. But then all i did was stare in horror as i saw my reflection. Tried up tears on my cheeks. Crusty crap in the corners of my eyes. My eyes were bloodshot. And woop-di-dooo! i have a freeking zit. On my chin! Can anyone say, uhh NASTY! i really hope brandon doesnt look at my chin if i find him today. IF.



I walked into the other room again like a zombie. And dug around in my bag for some makeup. GOD DAMN! No makeup! nowhere! I left it at home. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap. Crap!!! CRAPP!!!!!! now i was going to look like CRAP when i saw brandon. IF i saw brandon!

Dont you just hate when you have to say IF soo much?? i find it quite annoying!

Shit! I gathered my stuff, changed quickly and just left the hotel room. Not caring. Well, i did care but ...well i dont have an excuse! Wait why am i fighting and trying to give MYSELF an explanation? im loony. Greaaatt. i sighed. Dramaticaly.


I signed out of this crappy hotel. After i gave the lady some major crap about how sucky it was. And a few ppl checking in left! haha. sucks for her!


I dragged myself out of the hotel. Wait, it wasn't even good enough to start with an h. It was a motel. no wait. a f*cking trailer.


When the breeze touched my face i felt like a new person! Well, i wasnt even wearing my usual thick eyeliner so technically i looked like somebody new. My long black hair pulled back into a pony.


I drove hours listening to holly wood undead.. Cage the elaphant..Lil wayne.. NEver SHout NEver! and all my fav bands/rappers!


I had to go freeking pee soo i went to one of the rest stops. I parked my car and practically sprinted into the stall but not before catching a glance at my self in the mirror.


i didnt look like me although i could see some similair things about me and this other person. We both had c cups. A slim body but not anorexic or chubby. Just slim. But i had some fat. ya know>?? a butt that looked so smackable in these tight fitting jeans and thats all i could reconize. My usually emo self... wasnt there. i wasnt me. but i liked it.



((((((skipping bathroom scene--- i didnt think it was important and i dont wanna really write about some1 going pee!!)))



I drove miles and miles thinking about brandons face, eyes, body, and his perfect lips. Just him. I thought of how i would greet him. Would i run up and scream joy or bloody murder? Would i cry tears of joy or sorrow? I didn't know or care. All i cared about was finding him. Finally i saw a sign WELCOME TO THE STATE of CALIFORNIA


I sped through the highways the only thing stopping me was the damn tole roads and traffic. You know how when your driving its soo annoying when people honk at you. Well i was honking up a storm.


But then I saw a dusty ragged but so perfect sign that said Orange county 1/2 mile.



If people thought i was honking up a storm then.. then idk what they would think now! All i thought was i Was (well close!- i reminded my conscience!) finally here.

I pulled into the nearest cafe' to get some breakfast and i nearly got in to 4 crashes on the way. And all i had to show for it was a huge scratch. my babys battle scar! My parents are going to kill me! Crap.

I saw i sign that said seat yourself. So of course i did. While searching every where for him. Looking into each persons eyes before i sat down into the corner where i could scan everything without being noticed...or so i thought....

I saw a shadow behind me but then it disappeared. Mann.. im going crazy. So i just shut my eyes. Trying to get back into a normal state of mind! It was hard.

But then i heard a swift and husky tone of a voice say

"hi..."


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AWW! is it brandon?? the waiter??? idk! read the next chap to find out!

or just scroll down...hahahaah!