Selena's P.O.V

I watched Mark walk away rejection coursing through me. How could I have been so stupid of course he doesn't like me I am just a friend...One tear slid down my face. I pressed my hand against the window in the tree house watching the one guy I had seemed to have feelings for since Danny. I shuddered I am not going to cry again! I screamed at myself I am done being miss sentimental or miss damsel in distress. Well that's all going to change, If no one wants me then I am just going to be the perfect cold hearted bitch I can I am best at. I will not let anymore people in to screw up my life more. I am done with crying at night I am going to be stone.

I was shocked at myself I mean sure it was just a kiss and that shouldn't have lead to me doing all this. That was just your breaking point a voice whispered in my head. I nodded my head unaware of what I was doing. Everything that happened today had made my world fall piece by piece and all I did was just watch as they fell and clattered to the floor. I will not be helpless I am going to be ready the next time something like this happens. Just go back have it be like in your old days...

I shivered involuntarily when we had first entered high school I was pretty messed up I was a stuck-up brat yet I was the most popular because of my party habits and of course Taya...During all that though I just remember drinking being mean to unsuspecting girls that didn't fit in and that dared defy us. We had all made a very big entrance a lot of the seniors even had listened to us back then. Everything was going for us and we all just loved to bask in the glory.

It went on until my sophomore year and then when Danny had left it had been a huge wake-up call. When I was crying in my bed over my supposedly perfect boyfriend I thought about all the other times when the girls and I used to mess with the boys around us. How they would all chase...even the ones with girlfriends. I just felt bad and guilty so then I started to be nicer like Serena and people saw me in a different light. I don't know what was happening to me but I was forgetting about all that I had thought. It was like I had just gone forward and by all of this I was just being pushed back...far back.

Well I wonder how it's going to be tomorrow at school...I smiled as I headed toward my house. When I entered in the house it was eerily quiet I looked around to see the dining table void of all the dishes. I turned and I didn't hear a sound as I entered my room and changed in my P.J.'s I fell fast asleep with a little evil smile on my face...Out of nowhere though I muttered, "I am sorry Sierra" like I did every night....

Serena's P.O.V.

As I entered the halls to Shadow Hill's High my mind drifted to Danny and everything else that had happened this week. I mean their was the fainting incident in which Selena had made very clear that she was fine and everyone would forget about it. She had actually been strange all week being very old Selena she actually aided on Taya's rants about some of the students making them even more twisted. She had also had a strange thing going with Stark.

They seemed to hate each other now well at least Selena was very big on showing her distaste for him. They had been at their throats all week always arguing over the littlest things and she had even banned him from sitting anywhere near us. I laughed remembering how she made people surround the three tables around us making sure that Stark would not sit in any of them. Though I had only talked to him about 4 times he was a really cool guy and without even trying he had a lot of the jocks and some of the girls ( non-important of course otherwise they would face Selena) liking him. I bet to if Selena didn't hate him so much he would probably be at the popular table though seeing as though she didnt have as much power as Taya he had gotten a couple friendships. Even was a friend with Derek's best friend Will.

Even Taya was acting a little weird which was saying much considering she always had everything together. She thrived on control and she had it plain and simple. It seemed though that she was making things go berserk. She had even started having little fights with Derek. This was a huge surprise her and Derek were the IT couple at our school and to see them fight even a little bit was unsettling. Plus she seemed to be mad at me for some reason always making little comments about Danny and me. Then Rose as always was in her own little world texting and contemplating breaking up with her boyfriend. Ha I knew they would last a week.