&& you will never know: a poem

You will never know

&&you will never know
The reason I cry
The reason I sing
The reason I try
The reason I mean

&& you will never know
How much I cry
How much I sing
My wish to die
My real reasoning

&& you will never know
The truth

I tried and cried
I sang out my heart
And still it remains
Still there's this pain
Still there's this secret

&&you will never know
You'll never find out
Tonight is the end
I know I can't mend
The rips through my chest
Through my mind 

For now I am gone
Forever alone
At least I'm at peace
Forever
&& you truly will never know 


I hope you like my poem. If you want to know inspiration meaning etc let me know. No I DONT want to die most of the time but my poetry always is sad and always has a reference to me. This is my first posted poem hope you like so comment and vote;) love yall