I wish for you to come save me
I want for you care
I wait for you to see me
For this loneliness I cannot bare
So many wrong turns in so many places
Seeing the look of disdain in so many faces
Always asking the wrong questions
To people not having enough patience
Your many tricks and not answering my whys
So tired of your laters and so many lies
Hatred drips in your violent words
Filled with harsh blows that nobody knows
Silence beckons me forward in many ways
So my mind in me gently sways
Back and forth feeling empty and hollow
Not wanting to be here, looking forward to tomorrow
All my life wanting to feel loved or cherished
But what I received was hatred or being embarrassed
I wish it all to be a dreaded dream
But soon realize the truth, unseen
The color is beautiful as I watch it flow
Out of my scared veins that already know
The flow seems wild but there is only one way out
Your name on my lips, I want to shout
Feeling weak and wanting it to end
For everything I did I never had a friend
Waiting to see what this outcome will be
I realize something must be wrong with me
I wish for you to come save me
I want for you to care
I wait for you to see me
In this cold winter air
