Hi I'm Charlotte I'm 13 years old and I live in London, When I was 7 my mother died of cancer and my so called 'father' thought it was all my fault and from that day on he would hit me if I asked a simple question or did something wrong, on my 9th birthday I was in my room when I spotted a small shard of glass in the corner, I crawled over to it praying that I wouldn't be heard and I picked it up, I examined it for a second and I slowly brought it down to my wrist and in one swift motion I swiped it across and from that day on I found my new stress reliever,on my tenth birthday my Father had began to explore my body in sexual ways and it hurt so much I let out a blood curdling scream, I guess I must have screamed really loudly because before I knew it the police were taking my father away but not before he screamed "I will find you Charlotte and I will kill you" and from that day on I have
never trusted a man.
on the day that my father got arrested I was taken to miss rondas orphange, I hated it here so much no one liked me they all hated me and they would say stuff to me.
"CHARLOTTE GET YOUR LAZY ARSE DOWN HER BEFORE I COUNT TO 10" Miss Ronda yelled
she hated me so much because I was difficult but I couldn't help that could I ?.
"ILL BE DOWN IN FIVE MINUTES" I screamed back
I got no reply so I assume that she had gone to make the younger ones breakfast.
I walked over to my mirror my short brown hair falling around my shoulders and my piercing green eyes staring back at me, I sighed know that what everyone one said was true I was an ugly and worthless, I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my razor and slid it across my wrist two times whilst saying "one for being ugly and one for being worthless" I grabbed a bandaged and covered my arms I stood back up brushed my teeth and walked over to my wardrobe, I only had about 3 outfits and one pair of battered black converse, I finally decided on a pair of black jeans and a long sleeved white shirt with a burgundy jumper.
I made my way downstairs and immediately earning a slap from one of the older girls here "did you sleep well bitch" Jessie said , I felt tears forming in my eyes but I held them back and I walked straight past her she just scoffed and called me a slut.
I sat down and was given breakfast but bi wasn't hungry so I slipped it to Anna's plate, Anna was 6 and her parents left her here when she was 3 she looked at me and whiperd "thank you" I just smiled and walked back to my room about 2 hours later I heard miss Ronda screaming at all of us to come downstairs because there are some people here to adopt, as much as I didn't want to go down I had to so I walked out of my room to see Jessie stating in the hallway jumping up and down going "OMG IS ONE DIRECTION ,HARRY WILL YOU MARRY ME" I looked at her she had on the shortest skirt in history and she calls me a slut?
when I got down I walked past her and she looked at me _why are you down here they would never want as slut like you" here remark had made me so angry I ran upstairs crying I grabbed my diary and began to write
I woke up this morning to miss ronda screaming at me to get up I had finished getting dressed and I walked downstairs only to be welcomed by a slap, I knew it was Jessie urgg I hate her so much, so anyway about five minutes ago we were told that some people where here to adopt and when I got downstairs I walked past Jessie and she said to me "why are you heere they would never adopt a slut like you" this made me so angry I ran up the stairs crying and here I am, I've got to go I hear footsteps I got to go
simon called us up saying that we are going to be adopting a child I was so excited
(skipping the car ride )
the lads and I decided to get a girl between the ages of 11-13
when we got inside a girl wearing a skirt that was really short started jumping up and down screaming "OMG YOUR ONE DIRECTION MARRY ME HARRY' then we saw a small and skinny girl come down the stairs,she was beautiful when she walked past the girl who was screaming she stopped and the screaming girl bent down and said something to her you could see the small girl starting to cry she ran upstairs and didn't come back down, after we had met all the other girls decided to go upstairs and see the small girl I found her room and knocked "LEAVE ME ALOME JESSIE" she said that must have been the screaming girl I just said "its not Jessie my names Louis I want to meet you" "c-come i-in" a trembling voice said when she saw me she instantly brought her knees to her chest and hid her face I walked up to her and I lifted her head up with my finger, and said "why would a pretty girl be hiding her face" she looked and flinched when I went to wipe a tear away "p-please don't hurt me" she said I looked at her thinking why on earth would someone hurt a gorgeous girl like her? "sweetie I would never hurt you, what's your name?" I said softly "C-Charlotte " she said still trembling "how old are you?" I said "I'm 13" she said a huge grin spread across my face I knew she was the one "would it be okay if I go and get some of my friends to meet you?" I asked She just gave a small nod and I walked out the room
|me ( in the pp)||as Charlotte|
|Liam Payne||as him self|
|Louis Tomlinson||as him self|
|Zayn Malik||as himself|
|Niall Horan||as himself|
|Harry Styles||as himself|
|Johnny Depp||as Charlotte's real dad|
|Taylor Swift||as herself|
|Simon Cowell||as himself|
|reed deming||as himself|
|jayden smith||as himself|