Chapter 10
The weekend came to an end faster than I thought it would, and that mean that I got to see Marc I really hoped that he would have some of the same classes with me. I know I have a boyfriend but I really think that I liked him a lot more about Jake. Besides Jake had been acting weird lately and it almost made me wonder. What if he told someone and he just wanted to hide it from me, but would he? No I trusted him and I had known him for longer than anyone of my best girlfriends. And that right there said a lot even for me. I wasn't the most popular person in school but I had best friends. They cared about me and respected what I did no matter what it was. If they didn't like it they would look past the fact that it was something that they disapproved of and they would give me as much support as they would if it was something that they did like.
Walking down the hall felt good, because I hadn't been in school in literally forever and since everyone knew that I was dating the head Quarterback of the football team everyone knew my name and practically my whole background check. I made my way to first period where I ran into Jake with Marc and all of his football friends. I stopped to see if I could hang with them before first period and Jake grabbed me into his arms and introduced me to all of his friends. They were different ones than I had met. Marc smiled at me but still hadn't said anything to my face. I wondered if Jake knew, no he couldn't have known. Why would Marc tell him I mean it would give Jake even more reason for him to kick his ass. It seem like forever until first period started, maybe it was because I was so anxious to see if Marc had any classes with me. I know it was wrong but because I have such a wonderful boyfriend. There was no way I could express the way Marc made me feel, and the way he kissed me. I could never forget that, but Jake had told me to watch out for him because he was dangerous and he stole things from him. Somehow Marc didn't seem like that type of person he seem nice and sweet like he actually cared about my well being, and that's when I thought. What if Marc wasn't the bad guy what if Jake was just trying to cover something up. And the reason he asked me out so quickly was because he had always known that there was something wrong with me. I had figured it out in that one instant everything was all clear now. But how to bring it up in a way that I could catch him. He was going to make sure that I was put away that is why he has been getting close to me. I had to find Marc to see what he knew about this. It crossed my mind that Marc could have put Jake up to this or that he was trying to turn me in to the hospital himself.
Jakes dad and Marcs uncle was a doctor at that hospital, and I knew I had to get out of that relationship and stay away from Marc. It would be an easy break and I didn't have to see Marc not like he liked me anyway. First period seemed to end sooner then I thought it would and than second and third went by with the same pase as first it was good to know that I was closer to lunch where I could have that one moment with Jake so I could break it off and never have to be put away. Because I was sure that is what he wanted to do with me. That it why my brother (the one that died) told me to stay away from Jake because he knew what he was going to do with me . I mean we have been friends all these years why did he want me all of a sudden and having sex with me, well he knew that it would make me vonurable. So that I would go to him and at the right moment he could take me to his dads hospital where I would stay until the day that I died. I didn't want that I mean sure I saw people but I knew when they were real and when they weren't. it was an easy thing to deceifer. The people that I saw made it look obvious that they weren't supposed to be there and that they had something to tell me. That was the whole reason they came. It was to tell me something or warn me . Lunch came but I couldn't find Marc or Jake anywhere. That is when I walked past the art room and I heard voices that I recognized, at that instance I knew it was Jake and Marc.
" Jake you cant do this not to her I love her, I know you don't understand the meaning of love but I do. If you turn her into that hospital today after school I will never ever talk to you ever again." It was the sound of Marc's voice and it was intoxicating like a drug that pulled me in, and yes I know I was focusing more on what his voice sounded like then the actual words. That is what proved my point right there and then.