My Wish

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~~Sophia is the little sister of Ryan Seaman.

Sophia is 13 and Ryan is 24.

Ronnie Radke the man Sophie is in love with is 23 witch is a problem for her because he way to old for her .

Ronnie Radke And Ryan Seaman are in a band called Faling In Reverse.~~

Sophia's Prov.

I was sitting on a park bench smoking and someone taps my shoulder shit! what am i gonna say but then i see it's Ronnie . i love Ronnie even though he is way older then me i have this deep feeling for him.

" Hey Ronnie " i say keeping it cool yea!

" Um.. your fucking 14 you shouldn't be smoking!" He says taking it away from me and taking a drag of the cigret ( i can't spell sorry) .

"Um..! i'm fucking 13 " I say .

" Thats worse!" he says sitting next to me i was about to freak but i kept it cool .

We Sit there awkwardly for a while tehn all of a sudden i hear him singing.

" I heard a knock upon my door the other day

I opened it to find death staring in my face

the feel of mortal stalking still reverberates

everywhere I go I drag this coffin just in case

My body's tremblin' sends shivers down my spine

adrenaline kicks and shifts into overdrive,

your secrets keep you sick your lies keep you alive

snake eyes every single time you roll with crooked dice

I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down

the kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house

I wrestle with my thoughts I shook the hand of doubt

running from my past i'm praying feet don't fail me now!

I've lost my god damn mind,

it happens all the time,

I cant believe I'm actually

meant to be here,

trying to consume,

the drug in me is you

and I'm so high on misery

cant you see!

I got these questions always running through my head

so many things that I would like to understand

if we are born to die and we all die to live

then whats the point of living life if it just contradicts?

I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down

the kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house

I wrestle with my thoughts I shook the hand of doubt

Running from my past i'm praying feet don't fail me now!

I've lost my god damn mind

it happens all the time

I cant believe I'm actually

meant to be here

trying to consume,

the drug in me is you

and I'm so high on misery

cant you see!

I've lost

myself

you tried to reach me but you just cant help me

so long

goodbye

you tried to save me it wont work this time!

Cause now I've lost my fucking mind

and there's no fucking time

I can't believe I'm actually

meant to be here

trying to consume,

the drug in me is you

and I'm so high on misery

can't you see?

Oh, can't you see

can't you see!"

I could of died Ronnie''s voice is amazing and that was my favorite song ! 

" Amazing! " I blurt out 

" I know right "  He says smiling !! god that smile can kill ah!!

~~ Hours later~~~

" Oh!! Sophia!!" Ronnie sings out loud .

I come running to him.

" Yea?"

" Dear Ryan Here told me it's your birthday Tomorrow " He says and ryan mouths " I'm so sorry"

" Yea it is but its not a big deal " i say but that makes Ronnie upset

" Oh Yes it is a big deal little missy !" He says " i'm gonna give you a big gift " He adds

" Please don't!!"  I plead cause i hate my birthday and i hate it when people go over board just for me !

" oh yes i will and you can't do anything about it"  He says and walks away i look at my brother .

" Off to bed mister or your grounded " i say to him

" Yes Sir" he says running off to his room !" 

( Oh yeah did it tel you i now live with falling in reverse because my mom didn't want me anymore so i moved in with my brother).

I go off to my room and look out the window to see a shouting star i quickly make a wish.

" I wish i can be 23 so me and Ronnie can be together" i say and wait for somthing to happen but it doesn't which makes me sad .

" Well i didn't expect it to work anyway " i say and get in bed and slowly fall in to a deep dream.....

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