Chapter 9
I felt the kiss for a while after he gave me it, and I wanted and needed more. I didn't want to break it to Jake that I was falling for his sweet, cute amazing cousin, but I was. When we got back to my house I put my brand new stuff away while he set up my room, the way he put it was that something special was going to happen tonight. If I was using my brain that something special happened to be the three letter word, the three letter word that parents talk to kids about, the one that they have special movies for in middle school. That three letter word scared me, but I think I would be glad to have that three letter word with Jake. I know I am being so immature by saying the three letter word, but its just I didn't think that I would be losing my virginity to my best friend/boyfriend. I shouldn't be scared I mean what if this was his first time too, but knowing that he was the captain of the football team and most popular guy in school it wasn't likely that he was still a virgin. When I walked out there he was sitting on my king size bed rose pedals all around it. he gestured me to come sit with him, and I was shaking at the thought of sitting on my bed when the only thing that lit up the room were candles and the crackling fire.
"I... I... I'm not sure if I can do this. You see im still a virgin." He interrupted me to add in what he felt was nesicary to calm me down.
"And what do you think I am? A man whore? Honey you are going to be my first there is nothing to worry about, you cant worry about not doing this right because I could mess up." He started kissing me all up and down my frame. He only went so low as my belly button. Before I whispered in his ear not likely, and we started to make out at full speed. All I could think about while making out with him was Marc and his sexy way of kissing me. But I couldn't stop him now not after he took off his shirt. His abs were perfectly sculpted and his arms were too amazing, so I gave in I had to. His body and the way he held me it made me want to get closer to him so I did. We started to take our clothes off one by one. Our bodies together seem perfect they seemed to fit, but I couldn't help but wonder what would this be like if it were Marc...