Personal Cocaine

Love of my life, unlike any other
Better than a friend, closer than a brother
I love him, hate what he can do to my heart
Feelin' foolish when we're together, but I'm stupid when we're apart
Uneasy when he's near, anxious when he's away
Tryna make him go, hoping he'll stay
My personal cocaine, a little too good to be true
The look in his eyes when he sees me, it's like I'm someone new
His kiss is like heaven but the temptation he creates
Has me feeling like hell in this love chosen by the fates
He tore down the walls I built, meant to keep him out
He's my other half, my soul mate, I have no more doubt
He ties me to this Earth, he keeps me hear
He's my gravitational pull, because I've given up my fears
He's found his way to my soul, where only he and God reside
God will always come first, but I need his to survive.
For him my heart jumps hundreds of feet, knowing it can't fly
Trusting he'll spread his angel wings and teach me how to glide
Created to always be the Adam to my Eve
He's the fresh air to my lungs, to my heart a steady beat
He's my personal cocaine, my very own china white
My inexorable addiction, essential to my life.

-Miss'e