Hi, i love writing poems. i might not be that good =). but im getting there. lol
im not emo or gothic or any of that. but i love writing about sad stuff becoz it has alot of emotions.please leave comments. plz and ty =)





I sit here and cry
Streams flowing from my cheeks
Ache burning in my heart
Guilt taking over my emotions
Oh where are you little sister
Come back
Come back to me
I knew i shouldn't have been so mean when you tried to clean my room to make me happy
I knew i shouldn't have screamed at you when you used my papers to write me letters with stickers.
I knew i should have been more nice
I should have held you and hugged you instead of yelling at you and telling you to get lost.
I knew i should've been a better sister when you were upset as i ripped up your letters and watched you go away crying.
I knew i should have listened to you instead of cutting you off whenever you tried to speak.
Oh, little sister
Im soo sorry
I cry as helpless as a little child.
Im sorry for being so mean.
Im sorry for not listening
Im sorry for making you cry
I swear ill never let you out of my sight again
I swear ill never scream at you again.
I swear ill sit with you colouring pictures all day long.
I swear i will love you more than anything
Just please come back
Don't leave me here
Im so sorry little sister
Please forgive me
I had been so cruel
So nasty
Im sorry
The inner voice screams at me telling me shes never coming back
SHE IS
SHE IS i scream back
But no one can hear me
'she' cant hear me
Oh what have i done
I thought if i hit you with the baseball bat you would stop annoying me
But i hit you too hard
Oh, im soo sorry
What have i done
I am an animal
A monster
I hold you up in my hands
Blood everywhere
Your little face pulled into an exression of pain and suprise
oh little sister
no
please
im soo sorry
wake up
WAKE UP i cry
No answer
SHES DEAD the voice screams at me
NO SHE ISNT
NO SHE ISNT
I shake her again
I kiss her forhead
Please wake up
Ill give you anything you want
Ill play with you
Ill play with you
Thats what you were asking in the first place
Right?
Oh, god what have i done
I hear police or ambulance sirens approaching
Little sister
Please
People in uniforms come in
And find me cradling my little sisters dead corpse
Their eyes roll to the bat
Then to me
Then they pull out their guns
And tell me to drop her at once
No, please
Help me, shes dying
Shes dying
Because of me.
Please
No one is answering
I put her down crying
They run up to me and push me hard on the floor as they arrest me
No, my sister
Help her
The officer looks at me
Tears in his eyes
Disgust in his voice
Its too late he says.
No
No
No
No
Little sister
I look at her as they raise her onto the bed
Oh god what have i done.
The worlds starts to spin
As they pull me to my feet
My parents rush in the house
Looking at me covered in blood of my dear little sister
Then at her where their eyes were stuck
My dad puts his hand to his chest and lets out a painful cry as he falls down
Oh no
I cry
What have i done
I feel so dizzy
I find myself falling
Then landing hard
And everything goes black
As i thought of my little sister
And the monster i had become