Human Heart
-Prologue-
The sun shined gently through my window, beaming a golden yellow upon my skin. I felt the hairs of my head stick up contingently, far more awake and alert than I am. My whole body is definitely more aware than I am about what today will bring. The sunlight trickles against my face, itching its way towards my eyelids. My eyes fluttered as the light collapses- into my thick lashes, beckoning for an entrance, which I quickly denied. I felt its warmth through the blankets piled upon my body, and for a moment I lay basking in the sun like some dead animal.
It won't be soon before I will be one, I knew in my heart that this day would come soon enough, and that I would have to face it; regardless of the circumstances.
I rustled through my blankets, trying to hide my eyes from the sunlight. I pulled my legs up from the blankets, and hugged them tightly against me as I lay in fatal position. I hear my vigorous heartbeats deeply inside me, my eyes blink heavily in the darkness of my blankets; my breaths are slow and abundant. Little liquid teardrops form in my eyes, and start to water heavily. They cascade onto the grassy plains of my impervious lashes, beckoning for an entrance to fall into the surface of my cheeks.
They fall gently, leaving a long, wet trail of tears behind them as they declined into the exterior of my soft pillow case. In only a matter of moments there was a teary puddle resting upon my pillows surface. I sobbed to myself quietly like a child who had just lost something dear to them.
I feel as frail as dried up dandelions blowing in the wind, watching each seed floating farther and farther away. Each seed was some sort of memory slowing fading away from me, as I watch them sail away I mourned for their absence. I don't remember a single care or worry, only harmonious laughter, and a friend's radiant smile, warm hugs, and that tingly feeling you get when you are loved.
I recall the memories that took my breath away and a deep overdose of adrenaline of pain rushing through my veins as the moment passed me by within seconds. I retain all the different emotions human faces, and the way their eyes could easily depict what lay inside them. Some eyes were so blue that they seemed to be clenched together by but of crystals, all sorts of diamonds, and sparkles of light that must've been stolen from the stars in the night sky. They were sown together tightly by secrets and memories words of the soul, and retain their dignity through every delicate emotion that soaks and penetrates through their surface.

I remember the warmth of a shoulder when my head rested upon it, and how my breaths would falter as I listened to the melody of a heartbeat lullaby.

I can hear him, I can hear him still. His gentle voice whispering through the four corners of my mind before I drift off into a harmonious trance.