i never said
that life was fair
and when i broke
you didn't care
but now you watch
with those dark eyes,
and, unrelenting
watch me cry
"birds and bees"
but birds can fly
i'm left behind
alone with lies
today they say
if teens concieve
it's normalcy...
but still you leave
i beg you now
from on the floor
to please rethink
that open door
stony silence
is your answer
tears are spilling
faster, faster
under covers
i can't take it
here's my heart, please
break it, break it
i would prefer
two bleeding wrists,
the sweetness of
a razor's kiss,
that emo cliche,
dearest, to,
that soft goodbye
whispered from you
hospital white
walls protect
wash hands twice 'cause
germs infect
choking on my
insecure fears
mascara bleeding
thick black tears
blood on sheets
it's not pretty
but we both know
that life is shitty
expect the worst
and shut your eyes
pull taut that smile
and wear disguise
a baby's bawl brings
shattered dreams
your absence means
my torn-up seams
you made me me
so now you're gone
who am I then?
what have you done?
you don't know me
do I know you?
life is lonely
i am through
with empty spaces
on the bed
and baby food
and my own head
but finally it's
farewell time
and with this pill, my
final rhyme
