Why Dad?

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Dad im sorry

I just cant explain why

I told my dad

With tears in my eyes

One whip

Two whips

Three whips

Four

I couldnt stand the pain

I dropped to the floor

"Your not gay alright! Do you understand?"

Why couldnt he just face the fact that I loved another man?

"Get up right now!"

He said as he whipped me again

All I could do was yell out a broken "I cant!"

One whip

Two whips

Three whips

Four

"Mother fucker if you dont get up Ill whip you some more!!"

Why are you doing this? Ive never hurt anyone

"It dosent matter. Your gay! And the worst part is your my son!"

With those words tears flowed down my bruised cheeks

One section at a time my body soon became weak.

Why did I tell my dad I was gay?

I should have known he was going to act this way

He should have never took it to this extent

If only he knew the pain I underwent

Not only was there pain on my open skin

But there was an emotional pain deep within

I looked down at my body

It was coverd entierly of red

My brain felt as if it would explode

Right inside my head

One whip

Two whips

Three whips

Four

I lie still on this basement floor

What was happening to me?

I couldnt feel the pain anymore

Five whips

Six whips

Seven whips

Eight

I look up at him

His eyes were filled with pure hate

Please stop! I try to yell

My body on fire, as if I was in Hell

Specks of white started to flash

But he just kept going lash after lash

Twenty whips

Thirty whips

Fourty whips

Fifty

Here I lay dead on the ground

May God be with me.

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