Your Face is a Rape scene

I dont expect anyone to read this. This is for me.

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I'll write now when its still so deep,
The wound you created in me,
Still cries out in pain,
The injustice,
The betrayal.

And the more I let you in,
The more you abuse,
Priveleges should be revoked,
And the law made anew,
So they put me in jail,
For letting you kill me
So willingly.

Fuck it i should have never hoped,
And i never want to dream again,
Cause lets face it dreams
Are only just that.
Dreams.

And reality will eat you up.

I was so blind,
Just as good dead,
Chewed,
Spat out,
Then left to rot.
Just a fucking dead piece of nothing,
Let the birds eat it right?
Its worth less now.

You gourged out my heart,
and cuffed my hands
and all the while I was screaming,
I love you. Damn.
It was just a phase,
and i was in a daze,
I was confused,
on crack,
so i could never refuse,
or deny,

Youre my addiction,
And i am addicted.
High off of love
drunk from my hate,
Rehabilitation is my only option,
But i like it this way.

I love the way you cut,
and the way it burns,
and i love the way you smile,
while you know i hurt.
Inside,
Its so vile.
I still love you.
All the same.
All the while.
You selfish ignorant bastard.
Your undeserving of it,
but i love you.
I love you...
...I love you

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