Ride

31: Oh Baby

Author's Note:

Alright y'all I managed to whip this one up! I'm so sorry for the really late updates but I've been studying a lot and my major IB exam is next week! Good luck with those of you who are reading and is taking the IB as well! Well I hope y'all like this chapter and I'm so sorry if it's short but IB exams are the priority! But I still do love y'all readers, commenters and voters! 

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The doctor had left me just a second ago when Niclas burst through the door. His eyes met my water filled one, and he rushed over to me. He took my shaking hand in his and wrapped the other on the hand that was on my stomach. I started sobbing again, he must be so disappointed in me, and I felt like such a failure. I couldn’t even take care of an unborn child, how was I supposed to take care of a child that's alive.

“I’m so sorry” I sobbed; Niclas pulled me closer to him and engulfed me in a hug. He pressed a soft kiss to my forehead and told me that everything was going to be okay. I clung onto him like my life depended on it and squeezed his hand so hard that I was pretty sure it would have stopped his blood flow. I looked up to my husband but he didn’t seem to mind, he just smiled sadly down at me and rubbed my back.

“Niclas please don’t be mad. I’m so sorry” I pleaded. I didn’t want him to leave me just because of this incident.

“Allie, it wasn’t your fault, baby it’s going to be okay”  

“I shouldn’t have been yelling, I shouldn’t have been baking, and I shouldn’t have done anything. Oh my God, I should have stayed in bed. I didn’t know. I’m so sorry Niclas, I am so sorry” It was so hard to make the words come out of my mouth right, I was scared of saying the wrong things in case I made things worse.

“Allie-”

“I’m so sorry if you hate me right now,”

“Alabama stop it” Niclas whispered. 

“But I’ll always love you. I understand if you don’t, I just want everything to be okay”

“Allie, it is okay.” He said as he looked into my eyes.

“I didn’t mean too. Oh my God” I let go of Niclas and sobbed into my hands.

“Allie, all that matters is you’re okay and I still love you. I love you so much don’t say that. I will never hate you, you’re my baby”

I was going to say something back but the doctor had returned with a nurse by his side. Niclas stood up straighter, his one hand still holding tight to mine, and used the other to wipe his face before pursing his lips. The doctor extended his hand to Niclas and they quickly introduced themselves to each other, eager to give the news of my condition.

“Dr. Sanders, you must be Alabama’s husband?”

“Hey Doc, yes, Niclas, it’s nice to meet you.” With a firm shake Niclas quickly got on.

“How is she doc?” Niclas must have sensed me panicking, as he held onto my hand tighter, and his thumb started to slowly caress my hand.

“Well, as of right now her condition is stable, but we do need to know what happened”

I had quickly explained what was going on to both the doctor and the nurse. Then Niclas and the doctor both left and went outside to talk about what could have happened to cause this. The nurse took a urine sample from me, but it was so hard to stop shaking as I was so scared and the urine was orange from the blood. And I guess because I didn’t have Niclas here to hold my hand and tell me that everything was going to be okay. After the nurse had left, Niclas and the doctor came back into the room. Niclas took his usual spot by my side, but this time he dragged a chair along. After Niclas settled down the doctor began to ask me a few questions.