In Her Shadow

I'm Patricia. I'll warn you you now...make me repeat myself, and I'll either chop your balls off and put it in a jar, or rip some skin off your arm and make you eat it. I can put on a smile, and act preppy or like daddy's little girlbut believe me, if you make me, I'll give you hell. I've been to hell and back, on multiple occasions, and if you give me a reason to, I'll drag you with me on the next trip. I was born a princess. Literally. It is in my bloodline to rule the world. I grew up in the shadow of my twin sister, Sabrina. She always got everything. They spoiled her. Apparently, my parents knew I was going to be evil, right from the start. Did it ever occur to them that I might not be like I am if they treated me equally?  I only had one best friend, and he left me for my sister.  My mother ran away after having us, and i remember her so clearly, her last words sent a shiver down my spine.  "I will kill her one day, and if I don't you will."  Then she left.  I have never seen her ever since, but I have a feeling that she will be back.   And no I'm not a stupid child who cries because I didn't get my way...that's my sister.  I'm not the type to act like I'm perfect, the type of child that believes they are perfect. Help me if you can but i doubt you can do anything about my current situation. I have a secret....Maybe if your lucky you will find out what it is...