Copyright S.Yousaf
I know not where to begin,
For my mind hazes with a fog of confusion and grief
Tears now flow
The Grief is a huge blow
Ammyji,
No words could describe how I feel
No words could tell you what goes on in my mind or heart,
But albeit one must try
and I shall give you a mere glimpse
Aap ne kabhie humse unchi awaaz meh baat nahin kee
Kabhie koyee gila, shikwa ya narazgee nahin kee
Magar humse kahin tho kohee kaamee rahee ho gee?
Hume khidmaat ka moka nahin mila
Aur Allah neh ab woh haq hee humse cheen liya
Aapke kahee woh har baat
Aapkee woh har aik muskurahat
Hum seene se laga ke rakeh gaye
Aapka saya humse ut gaya
Magar aapke duaye humare saat rahe gaye
Socha tha jab mere bacho ki shadi hogi
Aap Mere paas hogaye
Magar Allah ko yeh manzoor nahin tha
Mere aik saathi chalehgaye
dukh meh
khushi meh
Mein rohu ya meh hassu
Mere dil meh aap mere saath theh
Koi kadaam meine jab utaya
Woh behshuk chotee baat hee ho
Hamesha socha Ammyji kiya bole gaye? Unka saath hai?
Hamesha aapne saath diya
Hamesha aapne haq peh bola
Kuch din lageh
Yakeen phir bhi nahin hota
Jo hamare theh
Woh Allah ke paas chaleh gaye
Zindagi chotee hai, yeh pata tha
Magar koi pyara aur humara
Itnee chaldee chaleh jayeh gaye
Kabhie soch nahin tha
Aapke yaadein
Woh khubsurat baatein
Hamesha keh liye dil meh rahe gee
Mere baacho ko pata hoga
Keh unkee DhadhiAmmy kitni achi theeh
Aapka saath hamesha rahe ga
Magar kaise, jab aap hee nahin yaha?
Aapke parvarish meh
Aapke seek meh
Humare baacho meh
Aap hamesha rahe gee
Hum aaj hai, kaal nahin
Magar humara pyar kabhie khatam nahin hota
Aapse hum theh
Aapse hum hai
Aapse hum rahe gai
Hamari Ammyji ka saya choot gaya
Hamari siir peh woh haath chala gaya
Baroh ka saath cheen gaya
Magar dil thoh hai
Aur usme aap zinda hai
Aapki hasse hume nazar athi hai
Aapki woh baatein kahno meh ghunj thi hai
Dil ko sakoon milta hai
Magar yeh bhi aik saach hai ke...
Ammyji, aapke begerh
Kuch soona soona lagta hai
Hamare bazooh suneh ho gaye
Aur Janna neh aapko apne bazooh le liya
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I lost my amazing mother in-law a few days ago.
An inspriration, a guide and a purely wonderful human being
I love her more than words could describe
I miss you so so much Ammyji
xoxoxox
Your Bena
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