I squinted and sat up as I heard the screeching of wheels. I looked at Taylor and Andy and smiled. I looked at the time. It was 1 in the morning. Who would be here now? Let alone leaving here at this time. I sighed and got out of the bed. I turned the tv off and walked out of my room shutting the door behind me silently and slowly.
“What the hell are you doing here?” I heard Ger ask annoyed. The lights of the kitchen and living room were still on. I heard the tv. It sounded like Call of Duty from the shots but I could be wrong.
“I just need to talk to her that’s it.” I stopped where I was and listened.
“Are you fucking high now dude? It’s like midnight the last time I checked.” I smirked at Tye’s voice and remark.
“If your gonna insult him with time at least get it right bro. Just say’n.” Ger said. I watched Tye give him the finger still holding the controller and shooting a zombie his head exploding. I rolled my eyes. I walked out.
“Who want’s to talk to me?” I asked. I then saw Clay in the doorway. I sighed. Ger shook his head as he saw the look on my face.
“No..I won’t allow it I’m putting my foot down.” He said folding his arms. I rolled my eyes shoving him to the side. He fell to the floor of the laundry room.
“Your such a weakling.” I heard Tye growl. I laughed and walked to the door. I stepped out shutting it behind me. I turned back to Clay. His hair was muffled and his use to be ivy green eyes now blood shot. I sighed.
“Not a good idea to come talk to me when your high.” I said. He pulled me to him pressing his lips against mine. He licked my lip. I opened my mouth in entrance. I could taste the alcohol on his tongue and lips. Wait! What am I doing?!? I asked myself and tried pulling away. He kept me close. He bit my lip. I moaned. I had gotten to the point where I loved him....I missed him but I found someone that was perfect for me. Clay was the perfect guy but..The guy I fell in love with was not this guy he was being now. He rubbed his tongue against mine. I opened my eyes. I felt like I was going to puke. He kept groping my sides and chest. His tongue moving around my mouth. I hated that he was like a brick. Nothing I could do could make him stop. I breathed in his mouth. He didn’t care obviously because he pushed me up against the door. I pushed and shoved him away gasping for air. He stopped.
“What the hell are you doing?” I asked wiping my mouth off and spitting over the railing of our death. I started to gag.
“I love you.” He said breathlessly. I swallowed back the vommet coming up my throat. I nodded.
“Clay we’re done.” I said. He sighed.
“You say that every time.....We broke up and then we just became friends with benefits..We weren’t even dating when we had sex.” My eyes got wide. I lunged for him putting my hand over his mouth.
“Shush.” I said. He looked at me.
“You didn’t even tell them?!?” He asked in disbelief. i nodded.
“They don’t need to know that.” I said. He shook his head.
“What were you ashamed?.” He asked angrily. I groaned.
“It was my first time and we did it in your car in the school parking lot. My brother thought I was at my friends..I’m not ashamed for doing it with you. I liked it..I’m just ashamed of lying to my brother..” He nodded.
“Do you still love me?” He asked. I looked at him. He peered into my eyes.
“I do love you...but as a friend clay..Until your completely sober...I’m not gonna waste my time on some drunk crack head I’m sorry.” I said. He nodded.
“Can..I have one last kiss before this is completely over?” He asked. I cocked an eyebrow.
“What do you think that was?” I asked annoyed. He shook his head.
“You weren’t in it.” I groaned.
“Clay..” I whined. He smirked. I then saw the Clay I knew and loved.
“Pleaseee..” He whined back. I smirked.
“A peck and then a hug that’s it.” I said. He chuckled.
“I meant a real kiss..I’m gonna miss you babe.” He said pulling me to him. I smirked. I looked up at him into his eyes. He kissed my lips. I kissed him back. He licked my bottom lip. I opened my mouth in entrance. We kissed passionantly for a bit. I pulled away breathlessly. He hugged me tightly. He pulled away kissing my forehead.
“I’ll always be here for you..I love you.” He whispered. I smiled. I kissed his cheek.
“I love you to.” I said smiling. He turned walking away. I sighed. Imma slut. I thought. I opened the door. Tye and Ger crashed to the floor.
“You made out with him.” Tye said angrily. I sighed.
“He wanted one last kiss okay I told him thats it. Alright.” I said annoyed. Ger nodded.
“As long as you don’t date him or hurt Taylor I’m fine.” I nodded.
“I love Taylor..” I said. They both nodded.
“Why does your breath smell like alcohol?” Ger asked. I shook my head.
“It’s been a hard night.” I said smirking. He laughed. Tye looked at me seriously.
“For him obviously.” Tye grumbled and started back for the living room. I rolled my eyes and ran to him. I jumped onto his back. He groaned.
“Come on!” He yelled. I laughed. I covered his eyes with my hands. He growled.
“DId you just growl at me?” I asked laughing. He sighed.
“Yes I did cuz now I can’t see and I might f-” Before he could finish his words we both crashed to the floor. He fell on top of me. I screamed in pain.
“TYE!” I yelled. Tye and Ger laughed.
“SHOULDN’T HAVE DONE THAT HUH?!” He yelled back. I groaned. Taylor ran down the hall.
“What happened?!?” He asked. I shook my head. I laid there on the floor.
“Nothing..Now help me up.” I said putting my arms out. He chuckled and pulled me up into his chest. He held me to him. I smiled.
“Okay okay save the mushyness for your room.” Ger said. I smirked. I kissed Taylors lips. He licked them then cocked an eyebrow. I was already on my way for the living room.
“Why do you taste like alcohol?Vodka I’m guessing and maybe a little beer.” He said licking and smacking his lips. My eyes got wide. I looked back at Tye and Ger they had the same expresion..
“It’s been a hard night.” We all said in unison. Taylor shrugged. Tye, Ger and I all sighed in relief. I sat on the couch next to Taylor. He wrapped his arm around me and kissed my head.
“Love you.” He whispered as we watch Ger and Tye start playing Call of Duty again.
“Love you too.” I whispered back. I felt horrid because of what I did. But it isn’t really that bad right? I mean I said one last time...It was ending it so this thing between me and Taylor could begin..Right?