I got a lot of things spelled wrong so please forgive me :p
A picture of Kiley on the left.
I wake up,sweat down my forehead and breathing heavily,Damn it! It's Friday and I had the same dream on Monday,Tuesday,Wednesday,Thursday and Now Friday,I know I'm going to have the dream tonight as well so I'm not looking forward to sleeping.Thank goodness I was young and didn't hit puberty at that time when the 'dream' happened.My dream keeps reminding me of the horrible thing that happen to me when I was fourteen,I've been to The School Concealer for it,even a damn therapist for it,I don't go anymore because I thought it would just go away and my mom and dad didn't want me to go anymore because of how they thought a therapist should be a girl if the have a girl to therapy and a boy therapist should have a boy for therapy,they didn't trust my therapist,Zach,Please!He's in his late thirty's,married and he has a picture of his wife and kids in his pocket,he should them to me to cheer me up when I was crying from the memory or if my parents made me mad or sad when I was little,I'm seventeen right now,turning eighteen in a week,anyway,he had two little adorable girls and he was kissing his wife's cheek while the older brother held his baby brother.That was a few or many years back so they all grew up I'm sure.Last time I saw the picture he said the baby boy was only one year old,The little Blondie headed girl was four years old,the brown headed girl was seven years old and that his oldest son that was holding the Blondie headed baby was eighteen years old.I was thirteen when he should me the picture so that means it's been four years since I saw my therapist so His baby boy would be five years old,the youngest Blondie girl would be eight years old,the brown heading girl would be eleven years old and the Oldest brother would be twenty one years old.Dang,time passes by fast.I even remember the last thing I told him.
"Okay,well since this is the last time I'll be seeing you is there something you would like to say?" He should me a frown,I really didn't want to leave him,he was so nice but My mom and dad don't trust him so I guess I have to,I stand up and hug him tight "I'm going to miss you,thank you for helping me though" I start crying in his arms as he hugs me back "It's okay,don't cry,we'll probably see each other around,here,When you called me saying it would be your last time here I got you this" He handing me a teddy bear that had a cute little top hat with glasses on it,he always new how to make me laugh or grin,I dig in my pocket and handed him a necklace and shrug "I didn't know what you liked" He laughed and put it in his pocket.It had a shark tooth on it,he just nodded "Thank you,maybe we can see each other around,Huh Kiley?" I nod and hug him goodbye "I'll miss you" I mumble and he smiled "I'll miss you too" -
My Dad made me jump as he screams my name "Kiley!Get your fat ass down here!" He yells,Damn I hate him and my mother,I groan and look at the time,I had nine more hours till school,that means I only slept for one hour,I went to bed at 9:00 P.m and they woke me up at 10:00 P.m,I got picked up at the bus stop at 7:00 am,That means he wanted something,I don't know what but I didn't hesitate to long,He would kick my ass if I did.I got up and stumble a bit when I go down the stairs "Yes Father?" I ask tiredly,He's on the couch and he looks at me "Oh..Hello" He has a evil smirk on his face and I don't like it one bit "Huh..Dad can you tell me what you want? I gotta get back to bed,I got school in the morning.l" I say,then I notice.I look down at what I'm wear,Of course he's smirking,I'm wearing a tank top with short sleeping shorts that exposes my legs to much.He get's up and leans in to me,I could smell the alcohol in his breath then,out of no where,He raises his hand and slaps the shit out of me,I can hear my mom laugh as I fall to the ground."Don't you ever fucking tell me to get to the point of what I want!" He shouts at me and I don't respond,last time I said I was sorry he beat the living shit out of me more."All I did was get you because your mother wants you" He points to my mother and I look at her,I know how to act around them,I've been living here for my whole life "May I get up Mother?" I ask,she nods and I stand to my feet "May I ask what you would Like from me?" I ask again and she nods "You may..." She starts of then finishes her sentence "I want you to get your ass in the kitchen and cook me and your father a romantic dinner then we are going to have rough sex so you go to your room and you better be awake when we get there in your room" I nod,I wanted to throw up at her words,she was so disgusting and forward,but I liked her more than my dad,my dad,whenever my mom was out to get something or doing something He would always try to get in my room and If I came out for something,which is rare,he would pin me on the wall and try to kiss me,saying I'm his slut or something like that,I hated it so bad so I always some how get out of his grip and run to my room.I thank her,like I am suppose to and walk to the kitchen,when I'm done with the food I come back into the living room and I see them making out,right there,in front of me,I stood there,knowing not to interrupt them until my mom looked at me "Go to your room and go to bed" She said firmly,I nod and run upstairs,I'm glad I get to go to bed,I'm so tired,It's weird how she changes her mind,Stay awake,go to bed,Watch us,leave us alone,I just shrug it off and lay down in my bed.I soon fall asleep until I hear my door open,I look at the time,1:14 A.m,What the fuck do they want now?I sit up and see my dad,in his boxers and locking the door.
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