70 years without Edward - Do i even miss him? [On Holdy :( sowi]

PLEASE DON'T KILL ME!!! I know it's been a while, but my lappy (laptop) hasn't been letting me upload, and i promise to try super hard to apload amaic, asap. (As Much As I Can As Soon As Possible.) Any whoo, i know its short, but rll tired, the past 3 days, i have had 8 hrs sleep, tops, (in total). yeah.... here ya go, rememba, Dannii LOVES YOU SO MUCH!!

P.S - THANKS TO ALL MY VEIWERS, COMMENTERS AND VOTERS... <3 YOU AWL!! :D xxxxx


ALSO - Very imporant - my p.c isn't letting me dedicate atm, so i would like to dedicate the last chapret to @ Vagz20RobertFanNatic and this chappie to @Taya0123 :)
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Edward P.O.V -

There was a pause, and i started towards her, snarling, bearing my teeth, and Jasper snarled back at me, pulling Alice backwards.
'No! I mean, not before, but... I checked my old E-mails yesterday... she had sent me hundrends, all begging for me to come back, about how her heart felt like it had been wripped in two... when she figured i had changed my e-mail she started confiding in me.. well my e-mails, any way... it was like reading a horror story... what she did...' Alice trailed of, and we all waited anxiously for her to continue.
'She rode motor bikes. She jumped of cliffs, all because, so she said, when ever she did something dangerous... She saw your face,' Alice said, looking me in the eye. I felt frozen, chilled to the bone. Bella risked her life, just to see my face. There was a silence, but Alice still had more to stay.

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I was sat around the dining room table, and Alice had finished her story... Who knew so much could happen in 70 years... Motor Bikes. Cliffs. Voultori... But i still had a feeling bella hadn't sent Alice the whole Truth... She had more to say, I was sure of it, but we had broken her trust, i was sure it was gonna take one hell of a long time to get her trust again...
but if it took me 10000 years, i would do it. od, if only you knew how much i love you bella....