I see him standing there,
i admire from a distance
hoping to catch his eye,
never once does he look,
but turn away and carry on.
Carry on to happiness.
Or so i thought
I see him walking there,
i wish i was by his side
looking in his eyes
and showing him i care.
That is all a but a dream,
a dream i wont live to see.
I see him running there,
wishing he was running to me.
He ran the other way,
away from me.
He never once noticed,
how much i cared.
I would wish to be by his side,
holding him close
never letting go.
That is all but a dream
i will never see.
I see him hanging there,
then it hits me.
He is no longer here,
but in another world.
I stand back and wish,
he wasn’t so rash.
Then maybe he would be here,
with me.
Or just here
but now its too late.
He is gone.
But never will he leave my heart.
I still stand and admire
and now wish i could be by his side,
facing death together,
because all i see now
is nothing.
Nothing to admire,
Nothing to watch,
Nothing to look to,
No one to be here with me.
I remember you,
as they say 'you'll never be forgotten'.
I no longer see him here,
he is away from me.
Away from the world.
His image is fading
his voice all but gone,
but the memories never fade.
The way he dressed
the way he smiled
the way he laughed.
The way he cried.
Gone from me.
He is now,
gone from this world.
But in my heart
i still feel the pain
i still feel the loss.
Tell me,
Do you know what you've done?
Do you know how i feel?
Do you know, how i wish to be there, with you?
No one speaks of you now,
your all but a memory to them.
But know to me you'll always be here.
Never gone from my heart.
But know
one day soon
i'll see you again,
and tell you how much i admire you
and how much i love you.
I know it's too late now,
but love is never lost.
I still see you hanging there,
so serene.
Yet to me all i feel is pain.
But know wherever you are
or whoever your with,
someone loved you,
someone cared.
Until we meet again,
my love.
Death will never seperate us
just make our reunion stronger,
the pain will never leave.
I try to mask it
i put up a front,
just like you.
We are similar in so may ways,
yet you never knew.
You took yourself away from me,
from the world.
Somehow i believe it’s my fault.
It’s my fault i never talked to you
It’s my fault i only admired from afar
It’s my fault i didn’t see your pain
It’s my fault i couldn’t stop you
It’s my fault i wasn’t there
It’s my fault you no longer live.
It's my fault
