I WANT OUT!!!

I want out!

this world wants nothing to do with me

I am nothing but garbage

laying on the side of the road

waiting to be picked up

to be held

and not dropped.......

Is it really me or am I dissapearing

into a world unknown

 where my tears mean nothing

they call me weak

And I fear to show any emotion

for they will beat me

they don't give me any time to explain

they just assume

that everytime I say something

it's disrespect

they tell me to speak from the heart

When  I open my mouth

I am immediatly slapped

I do what I am told

And yet the bruises are fresh

the memories of happines

become a dream

Am I not someone important as well?

I want to be someone

someone who wants to be able to cry

and not to be silenced

someone who can be heard

and  not beatened

I WANT OUT!!

I want to live a life

no of fear

but of peace

and of happiness

where I am loved

and not used.......