I lay here
Slowly feeling myself fall into the cycle again
The vicious circle that never seems to end
Helplessly dragged into this ride of terror
That's when it all really gets to me
That's when the nightmare begins
When everything comes into light
And the thoughts attack without mercy
The memories they tear me apart limb from limb
And I recall watching you leave for the last time
The heartache just as strong as it was that day
When I cried as I watched you walk away
I'll be the first to take the blame
After all it is my fault we're here today
I just wish this would all end
And my hand could be safely in yours again
I could have changed this outcome
Written a new path
That's what gets to me
That's what makes me this way
I could have prevented your tears
Your pain
Your loneliness
Your heartache
But I was unable to think straight
I couldn't clear my head
Now I'm left here knowing I'm to blame
My head still fuzzy
I should have just kissed you that day
Held you close in my arms
Looked deep in your eyes
And you told you the truth
That nobody makes me feel like you do
No one else can make me feel alive
How I feel so secure when you hold me
And that I love you more then I ever knew I could
I'm sorry for this mess we're in my love
