I hear her calling
Calling my name
She wants to be set free
Of this world of pain.
She wants the ecstasy
Of my touch to numb the pain.
I'm the bad drug.
She's everything I ever wanted
She was something even more
And as death crept silently around the door
I protected her.
But I'm the festering wound
That will never heal.
I'm the love that wasn't real.
I don't blame her for me falling
I can only blame myself.
And at the edge of this cliff
I'll take that one final step.
Once I hit the ground I shatter
And with the pieces of me
You cut thin lines with a razor
And snort me quick
For my love makes you high.
My love is a bad trip
Where colors melt together
And clowns scare you to shits.
I don't know why you keep coming back
I keep telling you that I'm not that great
I'm the bad drug in your system.
I'm the liquid you boil on a spoon
You inject me deep inside you.
And as you relax you feel the effects
Your the happiest you've ever been.
But with every high there is a low.
And you look for your next fix.
You begin to wonder if I'm strong enough
If you need something with a little more kick.
The truth is you should have stopped while you had me.
You took too much of that other stuff.
They sold you a knock off for cheap.
Should have gone more expensive
Should have gone with me.
Now your in a hospital bed
They don't know if you'll wake
But a little drip of me
Is all you'll have to taste.
And as they pull the plug
And you slowly fade
You remember me
And all the memories we've made.
I will always love you
No matter what you may do
I just want you to know
My heart is always with you.
