Broken Promises
Shall I wail?
Because those promises you did,
I feel they are broken,
Maybe they aren’t,
But I can’t help but over think.
Did you broke?
I am asking,
Pray, tell me,
My heart in my hands,
I can’t bare the silence or the lies.
Why would I feel,
That everything was a lie,
From head to toe,
Every single one of it,
Did you deceive me?
Don’t remain silent,
My nerves have got numb,
I can see through your lies,
But why am I ignoring them?
Because I like what you told me, the lies.
I have turned blind,
And I still believe you,
Even after hearing
all the false pretense of yours,
Why is it?
Maybe I am fool,
Why did I trust you?
I tried hard not to,
But I did trust you,
Now are you ruining it?
Pray, tell me,
My heart in my hands,
I can’t take your lies,
It reduces me to numbness,
I don’t want to be victimizes again.
Hasn’t what happened earlier,
Enough? I wanna ask God.
Don’t deceive me,
You’ll break me,
I am made of glass.
One more push,
And it will all be done,
I was still recovering when you came,
You made me smile,
Discover my laugh.
But now, are you trying to destroy it?
Am I being unwise?
Should I have listen to them?
The crowd, which shouted otherwise?
My heart and mind in trouble.
Pray, tell me,
My heart in my hands,
I can’t bare the deception,
Did you broke your promise?
To stay with me?
I cared deeply for you,
And this what I get in return?
Lies or broken promises?
What should I do now?
Should I turn back and run?
Run for my dear life,
Because I can’t take the deception,
The broken pieces of the promises,
That you did,
Pinches my heart, baring it.
I am ready to forgive you,
Again, I will,
I know that I will,
But tell me the truth,
Do you really care even an iota?
Pray, tell me,
The heart in my hand
Is suffocating, breaking,
What I am seeing is correct?
Did you dope me?
Khwaish
