Tres Ekis

Story 2-Episode 9: atteXo

"Hey wait!"

Humahabol pa rin talaga ang loko. Kung saan-saan na ako napaliko-liko para mailigaw ko ito. Pero hindi ito sumuko.

"Madison!" Na-corner n'ya ako sa nakakubling bahagi ng University. Sa likod ng College of Engineering building.

I was crying when he caught my arm. Hinila n'ya ako papalapit sa kanya at niyakap. Umiyak lang ako nang umiyak sa kanyang matigas na dibdib.

"What's the matter, Madison?" Bulong n'ya, "What's bothering you?"

"Bakit mo ako hinabol? You don't know me. We're not even friends."

"I don't know. But there is something about you that make me feel at ease. And if you're going to talk that way, the more na hindi kita lulubayan? Bakit ba?" Hinawakan n'ya ako sa magkabilang balikat para magkaharap ang aming mga mukha, "Bakit ba ganyan na lang ang galit mo sa buhay"

"I don't know." Iyak ko. "I just don't want it. I wish people can choose whether they want to be born or not. And sure as heck, I don't want to be born. I don't see any purpose in it."

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"Huwag kang magsalita ng ganyan, Madison. May dahilan kung bakit ipinapanganak ang bawat tao. Maaaring hindi mo pa alam kung bakit ka ipinanganak, but that doesn't mean wala ka nang purpose."

"Whatever that stupid purpose is, I'm not interested to know." Humihikbing pagmamaktol ko.

"Hey." Hinawakan niya ang baba ko para itingala ang mukha ko sa kanya. "Pa'no pala kung ang purpose mo is to make someone very happy, ipagkakait mo ba 'yun sa kanya?"

Tinabig ko ang kamay niya, "The heck do I care about somebody else's happiness when I couldn't even get my own? Now, back off and leave me alone!" Muli akong umalis nang patakbo. Pero nahagip din naman n'yang muli ang braso ko. That was abrupt na napasubsob tuloy akong muli sa kanyang dibdib.

And then I felt his strong and steady arms around me.

"What are you doing, Eric?" Habang humahagulhol ako. "Bakit ba ang kulit-kulit mo? Bakit ba ayaw mo akong lubayan?"

"I wish I know the answer, Madison." Napakalambing ng kanyang pagkakayakap. Naramdaman ko ring hinalikan niya ang tuktok ng ulo ko. "I'm just following my instincts."

"W-what instincts?" tiningala kong muli ang mukha n'ya.

"L-like this." He kissed me gently on the lips and I melted instantly.

The next thing we know, we've been kissing furiously, squeezing and caressing each other like it wasn't the first time we did it. He pinned me on the wall, kissed me around my neck, his left hand lifting my right thigh as his right hand playfully holding my left breast.

"E-Eric." While catching my breath. "Y-you have a girlfriend."

"We broke up last week." I can feel his breath right to my right ear and it tickled me to ecstasy.

"H-how about the w-woman... Y-you've just met." I bit my lower lip, as I felt his right hand squeeze my left breast; he also nuzzled it on top of my clothes. "T-The woman in your dreams..."

"I don't know Madison." His kisses went up to my chin, "I know I am supposed to pursue her after my long search. And believe me I tried, but..."

"But?"

"I can't feel the spark." I felt his hand sliding in the middle of my thighs. "I can't feel the same spark I felt with you when I first met you in the library."

Sasagot pa sana ako nang may nakita akong paparating na mga estudyante sa di kalayuan. Ayoko sanang matapos muna ang ginagawa namin, but I don't want us to be caught either.

"M-may dumarating, Eric." Bulong ko. Natigilan naman s'ya at lumingon.

Tumingin s'yang muli sa akin at, "Would you like to go somewhere else?"

Ngumiti ako, "Yes."

Ngumiti rin ito pabalik.

***

"Madison, Madison, Madison..." Paulit-ulit niyang daing, sa bawat abante ang kanyang armas sa aking lukbutan. "You're so tight baby." Bulong n'ya.

We ended up doing it in his pad, very close to the University.

"You're my first." I whispered.

He looked down, and now he looks worried.

"You're bleeding."

"I don't care." Bulong ko, ngumiti siya. "You feel painfully good inside me anyway."

"Oh Madison." Sa pagbaon niya ng kanyang mukha sa kanang bahagi ng aking leeg. "I don't know if you will believe me if I tell you that..."

"That what?"

"Hindi ako mahilig." He chuckled.

Napakagat ako dahil sa mas pinabilis n'yang pag-ulos sa ibabaw ko.

"Are you saying na napipilitan ka lang?" Pikit-matang sabi ko. I was giggling.

"No..." Malambing n'yang tugon sa tenga ko.

"Then what?"

"I think I will be now. Jeez!" Pikit-matang umangat siya. Tumingala na tila sarap na sarap ito sa aming ginagawa. "I never felt this good ever." Followed by his manly moans.

I am actually hurting, na para bang may sugat na ako sa ibaba. But the sensation of having his arrogantly steady--hard piece of muscle inside me, is phenomenal. It is almost the same feeling I had in my dreams—only better.

"Are you saying this won't be the last time?" I was giggling in between my lip-biting activity. Both my hands are reaching upwards, holding the bars of his bed.

I felt him licked my right underarm and then down to my right breast.

"If you don't like it, it's bad's news for you then." Tatawa-tawang sabi n'ya bago muling dumaing sa sobrang tindi ng sensasyon.

I think he's arriving pretty soon, and I can help but feel excited for the first spit I'll experience deep inside my core. I am a little worried I might get pregnant, but I chose to ignore it. I just want to have it and I can't wait until I do.

"Oh fuck!" He screamed, as his most awaited explosion occur. He froze steadily; mouth open, eyes closed and effing hot while all the muscles in his body strut their stuff right on top of me.

Damn this Man is really sexy—from head to toe, body and soul.

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