Beautiful Nightmare; A Phanfic

Chapter 6; Night Terror

Dan Howell POV:

I wake up to myself embracing Phil in my arms. I just let out a happy sigh and snuggle in closer to him. I then here Phil scream, "Dan."

I instantly wrap out underneath his arms and have one of my most terrified faces wash over me.

He screams again. "Don't go!" He then grips my arm tightly, leaving a pink mark where he gripped.

"I love you. Please just don't leave me."My eyes became watery, not only because of what he said, but also his grip tighened even more.

"Phil, let go." I say harshly, and Phil's eyes quickly flutter open. He let go quickly, hurt filling his eyes.

"D..Dan." He was at a lost for words. He saw the mark he'd made on me, along with my watery eyes. He didn't mean to do this, it was only a simple nightmare where I left.

"It's okay now. I'm here, and I will not leave you ever, even if I marry Alex." I look at him tearing up, and my heart almost shatters.

Phil Lester POV:

I knew it was to good to be true. I tear up, not only from the damage I've done to him, but because he's still going to marry Alex.

"Are you sure about that?" Tears roll down my face.

He blankly looks down at the floor. "I have no idea. Even if I did move out, I would still visit..."

"You are still going to marry Alex , aren't you?" My voice shook and cracked for I was bawling like a little kid who had lost something, in my case, myself losing Dan.

"I don't know!" He snapped at me. "I like both you and Alex...but my feelings towards Alex seem to be stronger." He firmly said. Of course he likes Alex more. I was stupid to think I had a chance with Dan.

"Okay..." I look aimlessly at the ground, the voices starting to attack.

He won't ever love you. He loves Alex.

He'll move away and you'll never see him again.

You are just a stupid fagot. A STUPID FAGOT.

DIE ALREADY.

I just sadly smirk, Dan walking towards the bathroom to clean up what I've done.

You are an idiot.

Your barely have any fans compared to Dan.

I bet no one will miss you.

I punch the wall, resulting in a loud smack of my hand colliding with the wall. I did it again, angry at myself for hurting someone. Idiot. I smacked again. IDiot. Then again. IDIot. And again. IDIOt. I did one final blow, resulting in a slightly bloody hand. IDIOT. I screamed into my pillow, then heard the door creak open to see a bewildered Dan.

"Ph..Phil?" I put my pillow down. I then look behind me, and notice the small hole I have made from myself punching the wall. No way to get out of this one.

"I'm sorry Dan." I bring the pillow up to my face.

He crawls under into my bed, myself getting a glimpse of his bandaged arm. "Phil, it's okay now. I'm here and I'll never leave." He wraps his arms around me, then tackles me unto the bed. I just laugh and smile, then get under the covers as well.

"Dan, can you snuggle me please?" I pleadingly look over at him.

"Is that even a question? Duh!" He then wraps his arms around me, letting out a content sigh. I snuggle in closer to him, then drift back into my happy sleep land.