Dear Family, I apologize
For all the words I spoke
I'm sorry and I realize
The fateful words I used to provoke
Your depression and anxieties
The triggering words I know hurt you
Teach me how to show it of me
That my apology is sincere and trueDear brother in Christ, I'm so sorry
For speaking words of death
Those words in anger over me
The deceit that went and sparked your wrath
I know my mental disorder tends
To make it hard to deal with my mess
I'm sorry for my self pity, friend
Just please, forgive my selfishness...Dear Jesus, O Lord, please come forgive
I've sinned against Your name
I went into a U-turn spin
I spat venomous lies at Your face
I know You died for me and this was known
I hope it's not too late to change
For I long to trust in Your name alone
And follow You for all of my days...
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The Ragamuffin Path
PoetryElijah Rowan Killinger has bipolar disorder. Along with the severe moodswings she has been addicted to pornography and is struggling with binge-eating disorder. She is a recovering cutter and finds it difficult to believe that she can be forgiven fo...