Fate Always Finds A Way - Austin Carlile/Vic Fuentes Fan Fic

Chapter 23

& Chapter 23 &

Julia's POV

We finally arrived to the sushi resturant, which also gave me an excuse to put down my phone. As we got closer to the resturant, I found out it was more of a club. There was loud music, but as we entered the interior was classy and elegant. A waiter led us to a table, not a bar or anything. 

I realized that there was a wall between the resturant and club. I thought it was amazing how someone could be sad and in the other room a person could be having the time of their life.

It was very dim lighting, yet it felt like everyone could see me and know who I was. The guys talked about the tour, girlfriends, the next venue, and other things. I kind of just sat and smiled. I was comfortable around Tino, Phil, Alan, and Austin, but I just didn't feel like talking. I felt like being alone and in a place far,far away. 

But I loved these guys. How could I want to be someplace far away? I felt like something was taking over me. 

"What are you getting Julia?" Austin asked.

"Oh, um a rainbow roll." I said.  

Austin looked at me with concerned eyes. I could tell the other guys were getting this vibe from me, and I felt bad. I didn't want to stop them from having a good time.

So I ordered some liquor and tried to enjoy myself.

I was super hungry so I gobbled down the sushi when it came. Phil kept ordering more drinks, passing them along to everyone. I started to feel a little dizzy but didn't care. Everyone went to the club part of the resturant, ready for dancing and mingling.

I started walking but got kinda wobbly. I felt like I just twisted my ankle in these damn heels. I felt two hands lightly hold my waist, and it was Austin. I smiled and gave him a kiss on the cheek. He was always looking after me, which was irratating, yet I was grateful for it.

"Come on! Lets gooo!" I said leading him to the dance floor.

Austin chuckled and followed me.

There was many people on the dance floor, the smell of vodlka and sweat surronding me. They were playing loud and fast music, easy stuff to dance to. I just began moving and dancing to whoever was near me. I turned around to see Austin. I smirked and kissed him passsiontly. 

I guess things I've wanted to do happen when I'm drunk. 

Like making out and grinding on Austin. 

~next morning~

I woke up, expecting to roll out of bed like usual. 

That wasn't a great idea. 

I had a major mirgraine and my body felt exhausted. I didn't remember much of last night, except for dancing and drinking. I was quite afraid of what happened after that...

"Coffee?" Austin said handing me a cup of steaming liquid. 

"Thanks." I said curling up on the couch. 

I was wearing shorts and a tank top, so I assumed, hopefully, I didn't have sex with Austin. 

"Did anything..uh-" 

"Nothing happened last night. Atleast after the club." Austin said laughing.

"I don't even want to know..." I mumbled.

The guys stumbled out, rubbing their eyes and flopping on the couch. Everyone slowly got ready and we all headed outside. 

 A lesson I learned that day :

Hangovers at Warped are terrible.

And that sunglasses are a life saver.

I was slow the whole day. Just slumping around and walking. It felt like everyone was staring and me and whispering. It almost felt like highschool.

Which I hated dearly. 

Except for Austin.

After a long day of photographing I started walking towards a vendor. I ordered some fries and sat down on one of the picnic tables. It was peaceful. As werid as that sounds, it was true. No one was staring at me. It was quiet. And I was alone. I liked being alone. 

"Hey Julia." Jaime said to me. I contiuned eating my fries.

"hey" I mumbed out.

"Uh..so you and Vic cool again?" Jaime asked.

"I guess." I muttered.

"Well the whole band is going bowling tonight, wanna go?" Jaime asked me.

"No thanks." I said.

"C'mon...why not?" Jaime asked.

"Because I don't." I replied. Jaime was really getting on my nerves now.

"On stage you kissed Vic and you forgave him!" Jaime said.

"You think I really wanted to do that?! I didn't want to do what I really wanted because more rumors and hate about me would be going around! Vic ruined this whole job oppurtinuty for me! Does he not realize fans and the bands here HATE ME? I don't want to be anywhere near that asshole!" I yelled running off. 

I snapped. That was my breaking point. I was so done.With everyone at this Warped Tour. 

 I'm going to need to tell the boys something when I get to the bus.

And they can't change my mind on it.

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I am SO SO SO sorry for not posting! This past week has been so stressful; FCATS (basically SAT), two more tests, moving out of my room, and ugh >_< 

Sorry if there is spelling errors, I wanted to get this uploaded ASAP!

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Love always,

Jewels x