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Sooner or Later...You Won't Resist Me [Ch. 44]

Previously: “Is Quentin the only guy who’s had you?” Cory asked me. “Are we still hanging out today?!” Madison shouted towards me. “No! God Madison just…ugh! Leave me alone!” I shouted at her forcefully. “Let’s face it Cory, none of this would be happening, Madison wouldn’t be how she is, if it wasn’t for you,” I told him. “And what was I suppose to do? Tell her something that at the time, I didn’t believe in?” Cory questioned sharply. Then suddenly I felt as though a weight was pressed against my chest as I put two and two together. He was really mad when he drove off...and he hasn't had sex in two weeks...what if he does something out of anger and built up sexual frustration...? God, why am I so stupid sometimes? Maybe I should call and apologize...

Chapter 44

Quentin and I sat at the top of his bed, side by side against the pillows as Fred sat at the end. “Just call him,” Quentin pushed as I looked down at my phone, sitting patiently on my lap. I sighed and nodded my head. Come on Isyss, don’t be a punk.

I scrolled down until I reached Cory’s name on the contact list and pressed send. I started getting nervous as I brought it to my ear. What do I say, “Hey sorry for acting like a total bitch”? Quentin and Fred stayed perfectly quiet as I continued to hear it ring.

My nerves died down when I realized he wasn’t going to answer soon. I hung up and tried his number again, but still no answer. I suddenly began going over all the reasons he could have for not answering.

Maybe he’s already with someone? Maybe he’s just ignoring my calls? Or maybe’s he’s still driving and doesn’t want to talk while doing so…yeah, maybe that’s it.

I hang up and throw my phone on the bed. “So I guess he didn’t answer?” Quentin questioned the obvious. I didn’t even have the humor to give a smart-aleck remark…sad huh? It’s just, this whole situation with Cory is making me realize how much I like the guy. Just thinking about him being with another girl is starting to piss me off.

I’m pissed off at the fact that I screwed everything up. I’m pissed off because just when Cory and I were becoming closer, I had to open my big mouth and say some nonsense. I’m pissed the fuck off because I like Cory a lot more then I realized.

I mean look at me, I’m suppose to be having a fun hang out with one of my best friends, yet I’m sulking over one stupid argument I had with him. And yes, I know that I’m responsible for it but come on! This isn’t me!  

The old Isyss Dulay wouldn’t have given a rat’s ass if she angered some guy. This old Isyss is independent. This old Isyss accepts the fact that she can’t please everyone and is okay with it.

The old Isyss wouldn’t be sitting here staring at her phone, hoping that some guy would call so she can apologize to him. The old Isyss d*mn sure wouldn’t be questioning her love for some gu—wait….did I just say the L.O.V.E. word?

Hold on, do I….do I love him? No! Of course not! I mean, it’s….it’s only been what, three weeks since I realized I liked him? It’s too early to love him, or anyone for that matter! Right?

Right! I’m right! Right? No, of course I am! Psh, tsk, psh, tsk! This whole thing is crazy! It’s way too soon to be dropping the L Bomb! And plus, I think I’d know if I were in love…right? For instance, if I were in love, I’d be thinking about Cory twenty-four-seven right? And-and-and I’d be wondering what he’s doing all the time right?

And, and wondering if he’s thinking about me thinking about him thinking me, you know? So ha ha, there’s NO WAY I’m in love…I think…no! I know! Because I know things and this is one of the things I know, you know? Ugh…I’m losing my mind…